Through the pain

Nothing

Sometimes I need more, but can't do anything.
Time passes by, but it doesn't let go my fears.
Don't listen to me now, I'm just that freak,
Who always complains about everything.
Peace of mind is just an illusion, it doesn't exist.
Tell me why I'm extinct
And why I feel like...

And I feel like I'm nothing, nothing.
Just need to do something, something.
But it's getting harder
To rekindle the fire.
When I feel like something, something,
People say I'm nothing, nothing.
And it's getting harder
To hide the pain in my eyes.

I try to do my best every day and every minute,
And it turns out to be the end every time when I don't need it.
They tell me to let go all my fears, so I'll be brave.
But no one really knows what I actually crave.
People call me weak and surround me with their indifference,
Thinking that I'm a freak and just have to be different.
But I don't want to...

Feel like I'm nothing, nothing.
Just need to do something, something.
But it's getting harder
To rekindle the fire.
When I feel like something, something,
People say I'm nothing, nothing.
And it's getting harder
To hide the pain in my eyes.