Bad Boi or Cutie Girl ?...(FreenBecky)

Part 38

Namo's POV...

Kris suddenly stand up and sit infront of me.

Kris: why? what was the reason?

Namo: what?

Kris: I mean...Freen, she look exactly like Sam BUT the difference between them is Freen is lovely bubbly girl and Sam is I don't know she rarely smile and always wearing black just like you hmmm...

Namo: okay...your point is?

Kris: don't you hate Same?

Namo: yea...

Kris: still?!

Namo: nope...I mean I slowly try to accept her in my life because she's my nephew and niece parent soooo yea...

Kris: so you forgive her but not forget the things she did to you?

Namo: yea...it was a dark time for me that time...

Kris: that's why you don't want to be in relationship? not because of your sickness but also because of your past?

Namo: yea...I feel dirty dude...I don't think I deserve a love by someone or be in love...I'm... I don't know...

Kris: dude...you make me feels sad now...come on this is not Namo that I know...Namo that I know is not easily give up on something...

Namo: she died bro...Namo that you know...she dead already...

Kris: she's not dude...she's still inside you...it just you won't let her out...you lock her somewhere in your body and let your gloomy side take control over you...

Namo: ...

Kris: but recently your old self is back dude...when you with Freen...I'm happy to see you back...I'm happy to see you with your happiness...why don't you give a shot? Ha?

Namo: nahh I don't deserve Freen tho...she's too nice for someone like me who is already...

Kris: nooo come on...don't bring your past bro...you look like you don't give a damn about your past when actually you still stuck there...I know you traumatized about what happen but dude if you not move on then you gonna be scaredy-cat forever...

Namo: hmmm...

Kris: ok listen...if you said that Freen is a nice person, right? She will accept you in what shape you are...she look sincere with you...I don't think Freen is a judgmental person...

Namo: even she's not but I'm st-...

Kris: shhhh shhh shhhhh uhm nu uh shhh don't talk...before I slap you with your coffee machine...I don't wanna hear any nonsense...I just want to know that you gonna give a try in your love life...

Namo sighing give up, both of them then silent about 10 minutes. Kris drink her coffee while Namo just zoning out and suddenly she broke the silent.

Namo: dude...I have 5 months left to live...

Kris: oh that's great...what!? Wait!? What!? hildjaydns HA!?...come again a how- a- what!?