'𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 ℎ𝑖𝑚'

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{ sorry if my writing is getting lazier I just have hardly any time so some things might slowly change but enjoy! }

   Aonungs pov..

Neteyam fell asleep, he look so peaceful. I wanted to leave but something in me just wouldn't allow me to leave. I laid next to him not trying to be weird just relaxing. Suddenly his arm trapped me into a cuddle of some sort.

Neteyam's arm was over my stomach gripping onto me from the other side and his head was pressed up to the same arm his arm attached itself to

I was hit with butterflies that made my body go into a shock. I could just feel myself heat up all over. I couldn't tell if it was because I was flooded with a certain fondness (I'm madly in love with him) for this boy or the fact I'm embarrassed that he took action and he isn't even aware of it. Still I laid there following Neteyams unconscious orders. Laughing to myself I thought about the time I tried to convince him that Rotxo liked him

How silly of me. Plus why would he like Rotxo ...? Unless he does and he doesn't want me to know -  no that's stupid. Well I did call him a freak so he probably doesn't trust me all that much. I continued to think about it digging a deeper hole for myself. I just want Neteyam, I wish I was there more for him. I hardly even help him get away from the tiny demon ships

I'm just a coward.

Suddenly Neteyam pulled me closer to him with ease. I didn't know he was that strong, he is short; obviously a trait from his mother but better strength overall probably an adaptation from climbing trees as he was a jungle boy. Sadly just not my jungle boy .. I just wish I could just have him, but I can't I am the oldest air to my family, they expect me to have children of my own.

And he's Toruk Makto's eldest son, me and him just don't work. A forest boy and a sea monster? Maybe we weren't meant to be. Eywa has a place for us and possibly in a other life we can be together.

The more I thought the more my eyes decided to shut. Around 2 minutes later I'm out of it dead asleep.

-TIME SKIP-

Around an hour later Neteyam woke me up by poking me in my side

”hm?” I responded to the poking, still half asleep ”its almost eclipse, you should get back to your pod” Neteyam told me ”ughh, I just wanna stay here ” I said slowly closing my eyes again ”what if someone comes in?” he continued worrying ”we will just say we were tired, because we were ” I continued trying to snooze ”Aonung! What if your dad comes over her ” ”dear eywa” I whispered to myself losing my patience ”here I'll go-” I got up and brushed myself off and started walking out yawning

”no I didn't mean to leave I just didn't know if-” Neteyam ran after me ”i understand you don't want your family kicked out” I turned to him rubbing my eyes ”well yeah, but I don't want to to think that im pushing you away or anything ” he spoke softly

”nah it's fine, I'll get to my pod. Night ’teyam” I messed with his hair and then walked a little bit to my pod then I realized Neteyam is wounded. And he stood. While wounded. I turned back around somewhat fully awake. ”you skxawng! Why would you get up! You are wounded ” I scolded Neteyam when I saw him again ”oh- no I'm fine” he smiled ”are you sure? ” I looked around his body making sure he wasn't bleeding everywhere

”yes.., but I do need help laying back down” he admitted as he walked back into his medical pod

”oh, alright“ I said following him. He sat showing discomfort in his face from the pain. ”uhm, here” I placed my hand behind his back and one above his torsos helping him lay the rest of his body. ”sorry I made you get up” I said moving my hands back to my sides a little embarrassed ”no no I'm good” he looked at me with a soft gaze ”good, I don't want to be the reason your wound openes up again” I joked around even though I did actually mean it

Something about the way he was looking at me, or the way his hair flowed onto the pillow effortlessly just controlled me.

I grabbed neteyam's face, his chin to be exact. I lifted it slightly and I bent myself down allowing my face to be close to his.
Then I realized I was inches away from his face and I stopped before I was able to do anything else. Thankfully. ”oh- oh sorry ” I said loudly backing up quickly ”oh uhm- its-fine-i-guess-i-just-wasnt-expecting-that-at-all” Neteyam spoke quickly so the words sounded all conjoined and mixed into one word.

”sorry- I don't know what happened! I'll go, sorry again ” I felt embarrassed, my face was warming up and I could feel myself blush as the warmth lashed out in my face.

{Cliffhanger 🤭🤭}

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