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16: Say My Name

16: Say My Name

He did what he said, he moved gently but it still felt painful. Bumalik ang kanyang mga labi sa akin na agad ko rin sinagot kahit nahahati ang utak ko sa hapdi at sarap. Everytime he thrust, my nails dug into his flesh but he didn't seem to mind the scar that I left him.

"Ahhh..." a whimper escaped my lips when his manhood slid over a part inside of me that made my body arch. He did it twice and a same tone escaped my lips

"You like that?" he said, gasping for air.

"Yes, do it again, please..." I pleaded. He did it again. Halos mabaliw na ako sa mahina niyang pagbayo dahil tuwing bubugso ito paloob, sinagad niya naman. "Hendrix, can you move faster?"

"Does it not hurt anymore?" he uttered in a concerned voice. "Hindi kita pwedeng biglain dahil gusto mo lang. You're too tight for my shaft, baby. You might not take it."

"Faster, Hendrix, please..."

"Dammit, don't plead," he raggedly uttered. "You're too sexy when you plead, wife. Don't provoke me."

"Please...ahhh!"

My mouth gape and a soundless moan escaped when his pace went fast. Mahigpit ang kapit ko sa kanyang braso dahil halos nagliyab na ako sa sensasyon na aking nadarama.

His touch, his lips, his voice, everything about him is burning me. But, I like that kind of burn, that kind of fire that can't be seen but felt. He is a hell I am willing to get trapped with, and I will never complain of how insanely pleasurable this is.

I eventually found myself matching my movement with him, synchronizing our body into a dance that made his chest let out a grumble. He was affected because of what I did, that's why I didn't stop. It only makes our motion faster than what he did. May parte sa loob ko na sinasagad niya kaya halos mabaliw na rin ako kakapigil umungol dahil lumalakas ito sa uri ng kanyang pagbayo.

His hands traced itself back on massaging my mounds, while I gripped the sheets tightly upon giving in to his simulation. As one of his palms tickled my crown, the other one went to my clitoris and stimulated it with his thumb. Because of what he was doing, my inside rumbled like a tornado was hit.

"Hendrix, naiihi ako..."

"It's not urine, baby. Just let it flow," he said, still multitasking on top of me. Hindi ko maintindihan ang sinasabi niya dahil ramdam ko talagang naiihi ako. Is this what they called cumming during sexual intercourse? Am I cumming?

"Should I thrust deeper so you'll cum quicker?"

I don't know what to say, but he did it anyway. Hinawakan niya ang aking mga kamay at tinaas ito. His knees dug deeper on the sheets as his pace went extremely fast that I can't even follow. Ungol lang ako ng ungol, para na akong nababaliw. After a while, my legs trembled when I cum. I could feel a fluid flow out of my opening but later on, I felt another fluid swam inside me. Did he cum inside me?!

"Hendrix!" I exclaimed.

"What? You're my wife, it's natural if I want to plant my seeds inside you. I don't use contraceptives, nor will I allow you to take birth control."

"What if I get pregnant?!" nag-aalala na saad ko.

"That would be wonderful then," he said, grining. He pulled his shaft out of my system and pulled me in for a warm embrace. Bumagsak ang katawan niya sa kama habang nakayakap sa akin. Siniksik pa nito ang kanyang ulo sa balikat ko. "You won't get pregnant that easy, Bella."

A bolt of confusion struck me. "W-why...?"

"I'm infertile," he whispered.

Napatahimik ako. I felt his heat from my back, and how his heartbeat relaxed. Despite that, my heart sank with the thought after his confession. Hindi niya kasalanan 'yon. He developed complications after the Late Queen's passing and even if some of it were temporary, the rest grew with him.

"Did your doctor say anything to counterfeit that?" I moved my head to rest it on his shoulder. Mas humigpit lamang ang yakap niya sa akin kaya't ako na lang ang nag-isip ng sagot. Of course, they did. But hoping will only break him more, that's why he didn't answer my question.

"It's going to be fine, Hendrix. It's okay if we can't have any children. Maganda nga 'yon eh, hindi ako lalaspag." Nagbibiro ako pero masakit isipin na hindi kami makakabuo. I hide my heartache with a forced laugh.

"I know you want children," he said. "I saw you playing with Baroness Matilda's children. You were so happy running with them, and I'm sorry if I can't give you that kind of happiness."

"Okay lang, ikaw lang sapat na e," sagot ko kaagad.

"Don't lie," he mumbled.

"I'm not lying kaya!" saad ko kaagad at kinirot ang braso niya. "I do want children, but I'm not impatient. Gusto ko lang ng steady flow ngayon, at kung ibibigay man siya sa atin, tanggapin ko siya ng buo. Dapat nga magsaya ka kasi solo natin isa't isa. Sabi ng Baroness, mahirap daw mag-alaga ng anak."

"Hmmm..."

That is the only thing he replied. Hindi naman siya matutulog, pero hudyat 'yon para itigil ko na ang pangungulit ko. Napapikit na lamang ako para pigilan ang paglabas ng aking galit. I must address the spy in this household to stop them from ruining his health. Hendrix's complications should have healed a long time ago, but someone is making it worse.

"Bella, you're provoking me," he suddenly said.

"I am not doing anything," I defended.

"I let you rest for five minutes," he uttered. "Savor it, it's going to be the last rest I'll give you for I have a plan on filling your inside with every fluid I release."

"H-Hendrix!" I exclaimed in embarrassment.

"I am not kidding, so rest."

Kahit mabigat 'yong huli namin pinag-usapan, nagawa niya pang magbiro. Hindi ko tuloy alam kung ano ang susunod kong sasabihin kaya inaya ko na lang ang katahimikan ang manghusga sa lahat.

My heart is full at this moment, and I don't want anything to go wrong with it. Despite what he said, my affection only grew more because I now understand the reason for his first intention of not taking me.

I closed my eyes gently to rest, but it only lasted for a second when I snapped it open again. I felt his hands traced itself on my swollen breast, gently massaging it in a circular motion.

"Hindi pa tapos ang limang minuto, Hendrix."

"I changed my mind," he quickly said. "It's two."

I groaned when his other hand lifted my neck that allowed his lips to crash over my flesh. Hawak niya ang leeg ko gamit ang isang kamay habang naglakbay naman ang isa muli pababa sa namamanhid kong bukana. His forefinger immediately played with my bud, and that little act made my body arched.

"Hmmmm..." I bit my lower lip to suppressed my moan. Nakalimutan ko palang umaga ngayon at heto kami, sumasabay sa pagliyab ng araw. I don't prefer to do it at night also because he has nyctophobia. Even that night of our marriage, the lights were all on.

"Say my name, Bella."

"Hendrix..." My voice went sultry.

"You'll ride me this time," he said to my left ear.

I don't know what that meant but I'm pretty sure I'll never walk straight after this.

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