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Chapter 56

Britney's POV.

We all have the best time of our lives, like you don't want to be gone and just enjoy it. Well that time will be vanish knowing I'll be gone forever. You know sometimes I thought maybe I should die right now and be free but there's this things that stopping me, stopping me from killing myself.

When I was 15 I've tried to end up my life but then I thought maybe, today or tomorrow will be a shitty day but someday will be magical and awesome. So, I stop 'till I met someone who change me and making want to live life forever but knowing that you're dying hurt so much.

Not only me will be hurt but everyone that love will be hurt too but, what could I do? Its not like I wanted this to happen maybe its really time for me to be free.

"Britney, I-I love you. You can't do this to me to us, w-what about our sons? They n-need you Brit I-I'm sorry for the things I've done. I know I have been a jerk to you but I regret all of it. Britney please you can't leave us. I wouldn't be rocking the stage if I didn't met you, I would be keep being a jerk and afraid to fall in love because of my mum but you show me how to love. You've change me Britney. I look like crazy talking to you knowing you couldn't hear me but I don't care, I love you as much I love the twins and no one can change that.." Hearing Luke's heartbreaking voice made me want to wake up but I can't. I tried to open my eyes but it wouldn't open.

I'm struggling to move right now. Luke is holding my hand tightly and wet stuff keeps falling on it. I tighten my grip with Luke's hand but he didn't feel it so I tighten it more.

"Britney?" I heard Luke's broke voice making my heart goes weak and my eyes watering.

"Britney? Are you trying to wake up? Oh my God you're crying. I'm going to call the doctors just wait here" he said and he let go of my hand making me cold.

About minutes later I heard unfamiliar voices calling my name.

"Britney? Come on dear open your eyes, just fight it" A voice said to me and I did what he told. I fight to open my eyes and minute later my eyes flattered open, seeing unfamiliar faces staring back at me.

"Where am I?" Was the first thing I said.

"Dear you're in the Hospital" the doctor I think said.

"What? Why? What happened? Where's Luke?" I questioned sitting up with the nurse helping me.

"Dear I'll let your boyfriend explain to you" he said and with that a nurse walk out and a couple minutes later, the nurse came back with Luke by her side.

Smiling, I try to stand up but the nurse won't let me.

"Luke!" I exclaimed as he watch me his eyes getting watery.

"Britney I'm so sorry" He said hugging me tightly tears streaming down my face.

"L-Luke shhh its okay" I said to him burying my head on his neck as I hug him, not wanting to let go.

"Luke what happened?" I ask pulling away, tears still streaming down my face.

"You pass out after you said about...y-your sick..and you hit your head pretty bad, this is all my fault I didn't catch you now you only have..." Luke choke out as I cock my eyebrow.

"I only have what Luke? T-tell me" I stuttered staring at his ocean blue orbs as he stare at my green ones.

"B-Britney y-you only have thre-three years to...l-live" he choke out bursting into tears as I did the same.

"I-I'm sorry" he sob and I pull him to a tight hug, burying my head to his neck.

"Where's Logan and Matt?" I whispered pulling away.

"They're outside, do you want to see them?" He said and I nodded before he turn around to the door.

A minute later, I heard the door swung open revealing Luke and the twins walking in.

"Mommy!" The two little blondes exclaimed making my eyes water again.

Luke help them climb in the bed and I smile at them, giving them big hugs.

"Mommy awre you owkay?" Matt ask worried in his voice.

"I'm fine, Mommy's fine see?" I said to them forcing a smile at them.

"Bwut you swaid Howspital is fwor swick" Logan said burying his head in my neck. As I hold in my sob.

"Mommy's fine, she just got a bad headache" I explain to them as I glance at Luke who's looking like he's going to burst into tears.

"Bwut pwamise us youwre owkay?" Matt said looking up at me and I nodded kissing both their cheeks.

Luke's POV.

This hurts like hell. Knowing the love of your life dying is something that I can't take. I can't live without Britney, she's like the light of my dark way, the straw to my berry, the apple to my pie. Don't know if I could ever be, Without you 'cause she complete me And in time I know that we'll both see, that we're all we need.

That's right I need her I fucking in my life but guess what? She's dying. I just want to have life with her be happy, she's the girl I want to marry, have a beautiful family, she's the girl I want to get old with but obviously that's not gonna happen.

"Luke?" I heard Britney said weakly gosh her skin is getting paler, her lips are not that red anymore. God she looks so weak.

"Yeah Babe?" I said moving to the side of the bed.

"I love you, I'm sorry for lying at you back at the hotel, I'm sorry for not telling about the twins, I-" cutting her off with a kiss she burst into tears again making heart go weak.

"Britney, you don't have to be sorry I already forgave you what really matters right now is that you have to enjoy your life. Forget about the b-brain tumor thing forget in never happens to you. Just be yourself and enjoy the time" I said to her making her cry.

"I love you, you know that?" I said to her and she nodded.

"I love you too and this little Hemmings" she said a weak smile on her face as she look down at the sleeping twins on her arms.

"I love you so God damn much Brit" I said to standing up kissing her on the lips which she responded not trying to wake the twins.

"I love you two Luke so much"

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Heyyy guys, I feel like a party pooper right now I'm sorry. I'm crying while writing this to be honest.

Anyway guys please check out my new story that would mean so much to me like totally *insert Iggy Azalea's voice from Pretty Girls MV* so yeah liv you guys! So much.

-Chelsie