y/n Routledge. chapter 1

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This is the first fight me and my boyfriend had ever been in.
I had went to a party at the Cameron's, and he weren't happy with that.

"You can't just go to party all the time without telling me!" He yelled at me, pacing around the room.

"It was one party- look i'm sorry okay, i should have told you-" he cutted me off at the end by screaming in my face.

"Sorry doesn't fix everything Y/n. I can't trust you anymore." I could feel my eyes tear up abit. I had never seen him this mad before.

"Stop screaming at me." I said in a low voice, looking at him.

"You don't decide if i yell or not." He had lowered his voice abit, but was still yelling.

"Then you don't decide if i go to party-" He cutted me off by slapping me across the face.
I held my cheek, looking at him in shock.

"This is what you get. You listen to me, okay." He was still yelling. I didn't say anything, I just stood there.

"Okay!?" He then screamed.
I nodded my head slowly, still in disbelief that he had just slapped me.

"Now you don't tell anyone about this." He said, I nodded my head again.

This happened many times since.
He would get mad at everything I did. If I went to my friends, were out for too long, or wanted to take a break with him.

I just sat home in my room listening to music, when my door opened.

"JJ's staying here tonight." John b said. I tried hiding the fact that I had been crying, but he saw.

"Hey, what's wrong?" He asked stepping into the room, and over to me.

"Just, i had a fight with Jacob." I mumble. He sat down next to me, looking at me.

"You wanna talk about it?" He then asked. I shook my head no, making him nod.

"I'll be here if you need me." He gave me a hug before leaving my room.
I felt terrible for lying to him.

More time went by, and I barely left my room anymore. I barely ate anything, or talked to anyone, I just stayed in my room all day reading and listening to music.

It was two months ago that he had started being abusive towards me. I didn't break up with him, 'cause he threatened me to do so.

He had called me and asked if I wanted to have a movie night with him. I accepted the offer, and went to his place.

"Hi babe." He said opening the door for me.

"Hi Jacob." I flashed him a smile before walking into the house.

We sat on a movie, but he kept being super clingy. He placed a hand on my tigh, which i usualy wouldn't mind, but something felt off.

I moved abit, trying to get his hand of me.

"Why are you moving so much? Just sit still." He comanded not taking his gase of the tv.

"Uh, can you move you hand?" I asked gently, not wanting to make him mad.

Then he finaly turned his gase to me.

"Why? I'm your boyfriend, i should be alowed to touch you." He allmost sounded mad.

"I know, it's just, i-i don't really like it." I stuttered abit. I was afraid of him.

"Y/n get your shit together! We are dating and you can't even be comfetable with me touching you." This honestly made me mad. Who does he think he is to talk to me like that.

"Jacob please." I mumbled.

He grabed my tigh even tighter, leaving read marks where his fingers were.

"Jacob you're hurting me." I said trying to get out of his grib.

"Don't try acting all smart with me. Okay?" He said. Tears forming in my eyes.

"Okay!?" He then shouted and slapped my cheek, making me nod in agreement.
Tons of tears spilled out my eyes, and down my cheek, but he didn't care.

He fell asleep on the couch, so I slowly got up and left. I was done with this man.

When I got home my cheek was red, and tear stained.
I gently opened the door seeing all the pouges in the livingroom.

"Hey Y/n, the pouges are staying here, is that okay with you?" John b asked with a smile.

"Mhm." I just hummed and walked past them, into my room.

John b's face grew curious. He had been really worried about me lately.
The others looked at him confused.

"I'll be right back." He said getting up and walking after me. He opened the door gently and shut it behind him.

"Y/n? Is everything allright?" He asked walking over to my bed. He placed a hand on my back.

"No.." I shook my head, making him sit down next to me.

"What happend?" He asked. I looked up at him revealing my red cheek. His face dropped as he saw.

"Who did that?!" He said raising his voice abit, but still talking gently.

"Jacob- He's- he's been doing it alot." I stuttered as my lip trempled, and tears fell out my eyes.
He pulled me in for a hug, not letting go for a long time.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He asked pulling away.

"He said he would hurt me more.. and you." I looked down.

"Y/n.." he pulled me in for another hug, as I cried into his shoulder.

"I'm sorry.." I mumbled.

"Don't be. It's not your fault." He said, not letting go.

"I'll be in the livingroom with the others if you need me." He said getting up. I nodded my head and wiped my tears of.

He gave me a gentel smile before leaving the room.

I fell asleep quiet fast that night.

"I need a favor." John b said looking at JJ. The others looked at both of them curiously.

"What?" JJ asked.

"We need to beat up Jabob." He said with a cold stare.

"Hold on- that doesn't sound like a good idea." Sarah interrupted.

"Don't care. He've been a dick for too long now. We'll beat his ass so bad, that he won't even think of looking at Y/n again." He said. The pouges glared at each other. Then JJ talked.

"Allright. Whatever he did, it must be pretty bad, if he got you this mad." He got up looking at the others.

"Lets go now then." They left and came back about an hour later.

When they came back they all went to bed.

I know it's a shitty ending, but it'll make sense.

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