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y/n Routledge. chapter 2

The next morning I woke up early. No one were awake, so I just took a book and began reading.

I didn't hear from Jacob all day, and in the evening I heard that he had moved to a different country. What a relief.

I went into the kitchen to see John b and JJ talking.

"Did you do something last night?" I asked John b. He looked at JJ, and then back at me.

"No." He said shrugging his shoulders. A smile formed on my lips knowing that he did do something.

"Thank you!" I gave him a hug.

"Hey. I helped!" JJ said in a childish voice.

"Thank you too then." I said chuckling, and giving him a smile.

"You hungry?" John b asked with furrowed eyebrows.

"Nah i'm good, thank you though." I smiled and went back into my room.

It's now been a few weeks ago, since Jacob moved. I'd been seeing Rafe abit, and I really enjoyed spending time with him.

I got a nofication on my phone. My whole face dropped as I saw it.

"Oh god." I said exited.
I ran around the whole house before John b came.

"Why are you so happy." He smiled leaning on the counter.

"Rafe asked me to be his girlfriend!" I said exited. John b's smile faded abit.

"He's not good, you know that." He said looking me in the eyes.

"He've been so nice to me lately." I said. I was anoyed that he couldn't just let me be.

"I'm not saying that you can't be with him, all i'm saying is that you should be carefull." I smiled at him.

The next months went by really fast. I loved Rafe, and we were the perfect couple. Everything went like smooth butter until-

Hold up. You didn't actually think that I would end up with Rafe Cameron. Of coures there's a until.
There's allways a until.

One day I sat home, not knowing what to do. I decided to go to Rafe's, since I hadn't been there for a while.

I knocked on the door and Sarah opened.

"Hi Y/n!" She smiled, letting me in.

"Hi, is Rafe home?" I asked smiling back at her.

She told me that he was in his room, so I could just go up there.
When I opened the door my face dropped.

"You're cheating!?" I shouted. A disapointed and upset look grew on my face.

"Y/n, it's just-" I cutted him off.

"Save it Rafe. I never want to see you again." Then his face turned cold.

"Maybe i wouldn't have cheated if you weren't so ugly. C'mon did you actually think i liked you?" I was so mad. But mostly disapointed in myself. Of coures he wouldn't like me. Why would he?

I teared up abit as he kept going.
"I mean look at yourself. It looks like you've eaten the whole mc'donald company."

Now that's just not true. I had barely been eating anything, and I was on the edge to being underweight. But his words still got to my head.

"Fuck you Cameron!" I mumbled before walking out of the house in tears.

Sarah yelled something to me, but I ignored her.

When I got home I went straight to my room, locking the door. I took out a little pocket knife, and I think you can guess what happened next.

I had never done that before, but god it felt so good. Every thought left my brain when I sliced the skin on my arm.

That one day changed my whole life.

John b knocked on my door, saying in a low voice.

"Y/n, Sarah told me what happened. Do you wanna talk about it?"

"Just leave me alone JB." I didn't want to be mean to him, it just came out.

He said okay and left me there alone.

I was now sure. I hated men.

Time passed by. Everything went down again. I didn't talk to anyone, didn't eat anything, just sat in my room all day, everyday.

Rafe kept texting me. You may think that he was trying to get back with me, but no. He was so rude.
He told me to loose weight.
To kill myself.
He even said that he would cover it all up for me.

One day I just had enough. I had no friends at all, so no one would even miss me, right.

Fuck it.

Around 7 PM on a thursday night, I decided it was now.

I went to the light tower, all the way to the top before I heard screaming from bellow me.

"Y/N, GET DOWN NOW." I couldn't tell who was screaming at me.

"PLEASE COME DOWN." he then screamed. When I didn't move, the person ran up the stairs, grabing my hand.

Attempt, cancelled.

I looked at the hand, reconising the rings. JJ Maybank.

"JJ-" I mumbled with my eyes red and puffy.

"Will you please get down?" He asked gently, not letting go of my hand.

"No, i have to do this. I want to do thi-"

"Get down!" He then said abit more comanding.

I finaly let in, and went down with him. He wrapped his arms around me, letting me know i was safe.

"Why would you?" He asked, not pulling away from the hug.

I just shrugged my shoulders looking down at the ground.

"Lets get you home."he said as we went to his bike.

As soon as I got into my bed, I fell asleep. I didn't want to talk to anyone.

Idk if I like this part