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Not ready

"Can i see you?" Rafe asked. He was my boyfriend. We had been together for two months, but we haven't done any of the dirty stuff yet. In my past relationship i had a quiet toxic boyfriend. And I really were not ready for anything like that yet.

"What?" I said confused in what he meant. He looked me up and down before asking again.

"Can i see you? Like, see your body?" A smirk creept onto his lips, but the smile on mine quickly faded away. "Maybe we can have some fun afterwards." His smirk just grew bigger as he slowly made his way towards me. He putted his hand on my hips and pulled me closer to him, so there was no space left in between.

I backed out off his grip while slightly shaking my head. "I'm sorry, but, no.." I muttered a bit embarresed that I had to reject.

"What?" He looked really pissed at my respond. "Why not!?" He said, raising his voice a bit. I backed up a bit, so there was more space between us.

"You know why, rafe!" I said, looking him in the eyes.

"Come on, y/n, that's more than half a year ago." He looked even more pissed now. "Plus, i'm your boyfriend and i've waited two months already,  just because that you're a chicken who still can't get over your ex!" I felt a tear form at his words. Why was he like this?

"Rafe, please.. i'm not ready."

"Not ready?! Screw you y/n! I need someone who is ready!" He walked towards the door, and before leaving he turned and said. "It's over y/n." And left.

I stood there in the middle of my room in disbelief. How could anyone be this selfcentered? I didn't wanna play with his little dick, so he broke up with me. Asshole!

I bumbed onto my bed, with my head in my pillow as tears drowned it. He was an asshole, but he was my asshole. And I lost him.
As more tears streamed onto my pillow, tear staining my cheeks and puffing up my eyes, I heard my phone go off. It kept going off, so I had to check it. It was kie.

-Hey girl, wanna come to
a pogue hang out with the
rest of us?

I thought about it for a moment before deciding to go to get rafe off my mind.

Sure! I'll be there in a minute.

I quickly got out off bed and wiped the tears off my cheeks as good as I could before leaving the house and went to the château.

Ariving i saw everyone in the hot tup having fun. I smiled at them as I walked towards them. John b handed be a drink saying. "Damn
Y/n, your face have seen better days." I just rolled my eyes at his comment and jumped into the hot tup as well. John b was like a brother to me. We always made fun of each other, so I never took his stupid comments personal, and neither did he.

"No seriously, what happened?" He said, I took a sip from my beer before answering his question.

"Rafe broke up with me." My tone was  cold, like the break up didn't effect me. But you could hear in my voice that it did. It was raspy from crying for the past two hours.

He looked at me to see if i was okay before talking again. "I'm so sorry, 
y/n, he's a prick anyways. No offens Sarah." She just shrugged her shoulder, not caring at all. Jj gave me a slight side hug since he was sitting next to me, and shit i really needed a hug.

"It's fine, he was acting toxic anyways.. it was probably the best.." I fidgeted with my fingers, thinking about what I just said. It was true. It probably was the best.

"Okay, well lets get this party started!" Kie screamed, trying to set a better mood. And it worked. We had an amazing night and I completly forgot about rafe.

It got pretty late, and like usualy, jj let me sleep in his room and he would take the floor. I always liked how caring he was.

We both headed to his bed room. I sat on the edge of his bed, staring at the wall for a few seconds before he joined me.

"You good?" He asked. I just nodded in responds. And so did he.

"Y/n, i've been wanting to tell you this for so long now, and i feel i finally can." I looked over at him as he rambled on. "I.. i really really like you, y/n.. and, i, i can finally tell you now you aren't with rafe anymore." I was shocked. I've always had a thing for jj, but I never thought that he would actually like me back.

"You.. you like me?" I asked shocked.

"Yeah.. really really really much." He answered. I looked him in the eyes before leaning in for a kiss. When I pulled away, I smiled at him.

"I like you too. Really really much."

"Will you be my girlfriend then?" He asked, going straight to the point.

"I mean, there's a whole waiting list for people who have asked me, but, i guess you could cut in row." He smiled at me and kissed me again. He then picked me up and threw me onto the bed and sat above me with his hands on my waist.

"Jj.." I said uncomfortable and nervous if he would back off like rafe did.

"What? Are you okay?" He asked, immediately stopping what he was doing.

"I, i can't.. i'm sorry.." I mumbled, not even looking at him.

He got off of me and bumbed onto the bed next to me. "You don't have to apolegise. If you're not ready, then i can wait." I turned my head to see he was already looking at me.

"Really?" I asked, furrowing my eyebrows at him.

"Of course." He gave me a soft smile, and I gladly returned it. I leaned over to kiss his lips once again. He putted a hand in my hair. Not waniting to touch me and make me feel uncomfortable in anyway.

I snuggle in closer to him, and fell asleep with my head on his chest and his arms gently around me.

So it weren't just me there was something wrong with. I'm not wrong for not being ready. I just needed the right person.

The end.

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