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You've done it again.
You've sliced the razor blade through your skin, inhaling the air around you as sobs rushed out off your mouth like it was on fire.
You've sitted with your head resting on the wall as if it would fall off if you moved just a inch.
You've broken the promise.

You opened your phone to text your best friend Sarah that you needed her, and you really did. More than you've ever needed her before.

She knew about this, and she've begged you to stop since forever. The only person who succed in making you stop was jj, your boyfriend, the love of your life. Call him what you want, cause right now that's all the past. You two had taken a break. It breaks you're heart to even think about his beautiful smile, his ocean eyes, his incredible laugh and his stupid blonde hair.

But what breaks you the most is knowing that it's all your own fault. You were the one who got so drunk at a party that you kissed a random guy, who weren't even half as handsom as jj.

What breaks you the most is knowing he has every right to be mad at you, every right to break up with you and every right to cut you fully out of his life. The thought of him doing any of that, that's what really kills you. You loved this guy more than anyone would ever be able to explain.

You felt incredible bad and regretted every action you had made that night, but you can't redo it.

And now you had broken the one promise you made with him. The one thing he desperatly told you never to do again, and you agreed with. You told him you would never touch that blade again. You promised him. But you broke it.

Turning on your phone and opening snapchat, you just quickly took a picture of your teary face, with the text "please come over, i need you", and sent it to Sarah. Looking at your phone, you were quick to realize that it was sent to a complete wrong person. Shit. Fuck. Hell. Crap. I think you said every swear word you could, realizing it was sent to jj.

He was quick to open. As fast as if he was just waiting for you to text.
Instead of sending back a snap, he just texted directly.
"Y/n? Y/n what going on?" Was the text you resived. What were you supossed to say.

"I'm sorry, wrong person." Was all you said before quickly turning off your phone, not wanting to deal with it right now.

You leaned your head back towards the wall, tears slowly running down your cheeks and onto your throat. Looking at the scars covering your wrists. Knowing you've ruined everything with jj, you just couldn't help yourself.

Pulling your knees up to your chest, resting your head on your kneecaps, you heard a quiet knock on your window, making you flash your gaze
towards it. Jj? You slowly crawled out off your bed, stepping to the window and opening it.

"Hey.." He said with a soft smile. "What happened? somebody hurt you?" He said scanning your whole body, from the very end of your hair straw.

"I'm sorry.." Was all you could say before falling into his embrace. "I'm really sorry.." You burried your face in the crock of his neck, tears streaming down your face and onto his soft skin.

"Hey, it's okay, don't worry about that right now." He said, wraping both his arms around you, one on you lower back, and one on the back of your head. "Just tell me what happened.." You could hear in his voice that he already knew what had happened. So you just pulled out from the hug and showed him your arms, not even looking at him cause you knew what he looked like. He had the expresion on his face that he always does when he's either disapointed or feeling bad and guilty.

"Please don't be mad, i didn't know what to do.." You said quietly. He said nothing so you assumed he was mad. "Say something."

"I'm not mad, love."

Love?
Love!

"I'm sorry," You looked up at him, confused in why he was sorry. "I shouldn't have gotten so mad at you." He flashed you a quike, but oh so adorable smile. All you did was fall right back into his embrace.

"Come on, let's get you cleaned up and ready for bed." He picked you up by your legs. You wrapped both your arms around his neck, and both legs around his waist.

After getting you cleaned fully up, and changed out off jj's old t-shirt and into your pyjamas. He tocked you in under your covers and kissed your forehead. "You want me to stay or leave?" He asked with furrowed eyebrows, and a tiny amount of consern in his eyes.

"Could you stay?"

"Of course, love. You don't have to ask that twice." He gave you a slight smirk, making you chuckle before he jumped into the bed too. You were quick to cuddle up into him, not waisting one second.

"Good night j, and i'm sorry." You mummble into his chest.

"Good night, love." He gave you a last kiss on your head before you both drifted off to a deep sleep.

This might be one of my favorite writes yet. I absolutly adore it.

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