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Ayla Marin

Glowing eyes stared at me from the floor as if they could see into my soul, I don't know what's worse, feeling my heart beating at a different rate just by being next to him or looking into his eyes and seeing that there I could sink for hours, I shook my head slightly trying to get these thoughts out of my head after all that's exactly what he wants, to make me rock, mess with my feelings, and you know what he's really annoying, I think to myself, the prince says it's low game , I give a slight shrug after all if there's something I've learned in these years fighting in the "hole" is never to make a fair fight, so I spoke in a concentrated way. ____ I'm a girl who fights to survive, I don't play fair... - I raised my eyebrow slightly and then I saw a smile appear on his lips, why does that make my stomach twist anyway? It must be because that petrified face melted away, and he sounded human with that sly smile. Just a few hours in there and you're already letting yourself down, Ayla? Serious? My brain was fighting my feelings right now. It was for that reason that I didn't hear him speak, I just felt my body being thrown to the side, my back goes to the floor, my expression becomes furious, but in a matter of seconds he had his nose pressed against mine, his breathing breathed onto my lips hot and wet, my eyes blinked for a few seconds until they fixed on the edge of his irises, I could have snorted, hit him with my closed hand right in the ear where he would lose his sense of balance, or I could just give a knee right between his legs, never again would Nathan do something like that to me, yet what I did was stand still looking at those irises, my breath rose and fell quickly and my lips parted to speak but nothing came out, like Is this possible Ayla? It has become weak! She is allowing herself to be dominated by him, I swallow something that was stuck in my throat, this was called fear, before I could do anything, or that I regain my strength I feel myself being lifted, the air hit my body when falling and then the cold water entered my skin, while my body sank, the problem is that I don't know how to swim, I can know a lot of things, however, during the training in the water, I ended up failing, one of my worst fears, my body began to sink, my arms paralyzed, my legs did not move, for a few minutes I felt that I could die there, I felt grateful for not seeing anyone I love leave me once again, however my senses of survival returned and then I started to struggle desperately trying to feel something, however strong arms pulled me around the waist, I grabbed his neck, returning in seconds to the surface, my now wet hair extended backwards as it dripped, he kept me steady in the water, I pulled my breath and I felt more and more accelerated until I looked at Crowther's irises who looked worried, my purple lips due to the cold water trembling incessantly. _______ I think you've figured out one of my weaknesses. Your Highness, are you satisfied? - Gradually his concern disappeared from his face and then I spoke feeling that the words came with a deep bitter taste. - Thank you anyway.. - I whispered angrily. _______ Forgive me, I didn't know about your fear.. - Finally he spoke with an intonation in his voice of disgust. _______ Haven't you read about me? My mother enlisted me, she must have. He blinked a few times, staring at me with a certain calculated intensity. _______ I didn't read - I shook my head understanding the reasons why he threw me in the water, he was oblivious to me and the others. _______ Take me to the edge. - I ordered with a sinister expression in my eyes. _______ Ayla.. I just wanted to get to know you normally. - I tried to say while helping me to return to the edge of the pool, as soon as I feel stability I pull my body up and then I sit on the edge looking at Nathan who remains still in the water. _______ This is the difference between me and you... - He stared at me without understanding what I wanted to say. The misery of a country is not measured by the poverty of the people, but by the ignorance of its rulers. The richer in power, the more miserable on the margins of society. What kills the hunger of the people is food, and what feeds the rich rulers is the indifference of the people. _______ What it is? - He questioned with an air of seriousness on his face. _______ I try to get to know those I'm interested in, whether to love them, or to take revenge for their actions, whether to be with them or not... - I said now, getting up - while you live in ignorance of your sinking world in your own pains, feeding on a past that will never return, you wallow in yourself and expect others to pity you, you just don't see it. consequences and your ignorance breeds pain, so stop saying you want to know me normally, you are a prince, a greater ruler, normality does not belong to you, in my eyes you are just a weakling trying to find justification for your wrong actions.. He got out of the pool without saying anything, his steps were heavy as he walked away from me, I took my hand to my tangled hair, pulling out the tangled elastic from the copper strands, I let out a loud and irritated sigh, how can I let myself be shaken by someone like him? My thoughts were condemning me as well as my heart that was beating in my chest denouncing that this fight of feelings would not be easy to win.