Things happening in my life

The feels

I really like this guy, right? And he has a locker near mine. He's really cute and funny and he seems to like me...? But I'm pretty sure he likes someone else. Also, my friends have been ignoring me and I think about bad things. Not all the time, but most the time I would get hurt at cheer and I would have tears in my eyes when I tell them I'm hurt. They either ignore me or continue their conversation with each other.

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Today, I was playing basketball with some guys and they are really sexist about everything. So I was going in to take a shot when Ethan, the meaner one, said "I bet she's going to miss" but I got it in and smirked at him while he scowled. Then me and a couple of friends were sitting down eating the other day and he started being really rude to us. I got so mad I wanted to punch him in the face.

I'm not usually a violent person so I was kinda scared of these feelings. But, oh well, right? It's just a person..... That I see everyday