My Drunk Mistake || C.SB × C.YJ

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|A softie|

SOOBIN'S POV
Shit, shit shit shit, fuck, i have never been so clueless in my life beacuse i didn't know if Yeonjun was having a panic attack, or was it a nightmare, because he was shuddering in a corner, screaming for help but he doesn't seem to be able to hear me. I keep trying to call him but he can't hear me. He is crying, shouting a pleading for help, but i have no clue what to do, I have never seen someone like this. I wish it was something i could fight physically but this was a battle in his mind. I really wish i could kill whatever was torturing him like this. As if one cue his phone starts ringing again, the calling id shows beomgyu's name amd he might be able to help, so i pick it up quickly
"Hello?"
"Soobin hyung? Where is Yeonjun?!"
"Umm...i-I dont know what it is but he is curled up in corner and is crying and shouting i have no clue what to do"
"FUCK! I didn't even know it would rain today i wouldn't have left him alone otherwise, shit shit this is my fault!"
"Beomgyu please calm down and tell me what to do, he keeps on screaming, i have no clue what's going on"
"R-ight okay okay, so, um, do you have noise cancelling headphones at your place?"
"Yes"
"Quickly go grab them and cover his ears with it"
"Okay"
I dash back to my own room and open a drawer to exactly fing my favourite headphone, i quickly grab my phone and connect it to the headphone and run back to where Yeonjun was curled. I carefully place them on his shivering body. God i wish i could protect him from whatever he was going through.
"Yea i put the headphones on him, now what?"
"Ok ok, just play any song, anything to cancel out the noise"
I quickly open the app and play the first song that I saw
"Now what?"
"Tell him to open his eyes, tell him that he is not in a cellar and is safe, tell him no one is coming and that he is home"
I first needed to calm myself down, I take a few breaths slowly feel my pulse calming down
"Jun?"
"She is coming! I don't want her to come! I do-nt!"
"Hey, hey, jun, open you eyes"
"No-o! She will hit me again! I don't want to get hit! No!"
"Shhh, jun no one is coming, you are safe and I need you to look at me"
God I wish I knew who did this to him, I was dying on the inside but I want to stay calm for him.
"Jun please, look at me"
His eyes slowly flutter open, bloodshot red from how hard he had been crying, but he looks at me like a lost toddler and I wish I knew what was happening.
"You are home, jun, no one is coming ok?"
He stopped screaming and was only slightly sobbing now. He looked so vulnerable, i wanted to just scoop him in my arms and never let go.
"Soobin? Has he calmed down?"
"Yea, he stopped screaming"
"Okay, text me your address, i will drop by"
"Okay"
I quickly type in my address and cut the phone call. He was still shivering a bit when he said
"P-ease hol-d me"
i wasn't sure if i could but i slowly place my hands on his shoulders and engulf in my hug. He is so timid right now, almost as if, he will break any moment if i don't hold him gently.
"Sshhh, jun its ok, i am right here"
"Pl-ease d-on't leave m-e"
Something about those words, made my heart break into a million pieces. I didn't even know what he was going through, but i pulled him closer and held him even tighter as if he would vanish.
"I am not going anywhere jun, i am right here" I put a hand on his head and start stroking it gently, running my hands through his soft black locks as I feel his heart rate slowing down and his breathing becoming a little more stable. I continue stroking his hair and rubbed gentle circles around his back hoping to calm him down. I could hear the soft melody of the song playing through his headphones, as i lean back a bit and rest my back on the wall, continuing to hold him tight. A few minutes later I heard soft snores and looked down only to find him sleeping peacefully in my arms. Something about sleeping makes us look so pure and innocent and right now he looked like he was the purest thing in this world where the darkest creatures are always lurking around. I slowly pick him up in arms and carry him to my bedroom, gently placing him down on my bed and covering him up with the sheets. He looked tinier than he was in my clothes and now with his cheeks, squished bundled up in my sheets, i wish i could just keep him in my pocket forever. After tucking him in, i was about to get up when, i felt a hand pull me back and i land straight beside him. His hands slowly snake around my chest as snuggles closer and mumbles.
"I said dont leave me"
As tiny as he looked his grip, sure was strong, even i didnt want to leave him alone so i decided to give up and pulled him closer by his waist eventually falling asleep as well.