My Drunk Mistake || C.SB × C.YJ

17

|Missing person : Yeonjun|

SOOBIN'S POV

Beomgyu (over a call)
"Soobin, please tell me Yeonjun hyung is with you, he told me he would be at your apartment but i cannot reach and I just saw the news. PLEASE TELL ME HE IS WITH YOU"

Police : "A thorough research is being taken place and though it externally looks like a possible break in but evidence shows that whoever had destroyed the apartment is most likely to be your boyfriend who was already inside the apartment"

WHAT.
THE.
FUCK.
Red blue sirens
Broken glass pieces
A torn table cloth
And
Blood
So much fucking blood

Yeonjun had called me two hours earlier saying that he had a surprise and that he would wait for me in my apartment. I was so excited that rushed back home, cutting my office hours but instead of seeing him, I saw the police, yellow tapes and a lot of red
The same kind of red I saw when hyung passed away
The same kind of red whose pool he was lying in
The same kind of red, which might now be Yeonjun's
Yeonjun
Might
Be
Hurt
He might be bleeding and nowhere to be found.
This was all too confusing
The thought of Yeonjun being hurt terrifies the life of me, just as i was about to get lost in my own trail of thoughts Beomgyu's voice cuts in. He had arrived at my apartment when he realised Yeonjun wasn't with me. He went absolutely hysterical when he saw the condition of the apartment thinking something happened to Yeonjun. Safe to say I went bonkers along with him. After we both calmed down, the officer explained the situation to us and here we are now.
Beomgyu was silent the entire time, probably the most quiet I have ever seen him. The officer goes on and one about all the possibilities
He keeps on fucking talking but all I can think of is the blood. There is just so much of it
And its all Yeonjun's blood
Before I lost myself, Beomgyu's voice cuts in
"Soobin, I think Yeonjun hyung had an episode"
An episode?
"What do you mean?"
"An episode, like the one you saw him have, the other day"
"But there was no thunder"
"There wasn't and that's why I am confused but hyung only makes a mess like this if his episode was violent, which can happen at times"
"This violent? The bloody kind of violent?"
"Sometimes it can happen when there is a huge storm and the rain just starts pouring violently, other times it can happen when he sees...her..."
His voice trails off as if his mind had briefly taken a detour of his memory and then suddenly his eyes bulge out
"Oh My God!"
"What? WHAT?"
"Hyung runs during his episodes, FUCKING HELL HE IS PROBABLY RUNNING THROUGH THE STREETS NOW!"
Holy fuck

The moment I hear the last word come out of Beomgyu's mouth, I drop my bag and run towards main road.
According to what I know, the noise report was made an hour ago, and the police came thirty minutes before I arrived meaning even if Yeonjun attemptedto run away, he could have had no other option but to take the main road and if this all an hour before I got here then he couldn't have gotten far given the traffic.
Yeonjun could still be near
He could be here
Alive
Even a mere possibility is better than not finding him at all. I run out of the exit gate and almost trip and fall before I realise, I see drops of blood.
The blood was fresh.
There was also blood stained on my apartment door handle, meaning it could be Yeonjun's.
I follow the trail, running through the path it leads me to, the drops of blood getting lesser and lesser as I followed it. But i still folow them, runnung as fast as my body allows and as quick as my eyes spot the stains. Until the drops completely stop at one point
Cafe Le' Duna

The stains of blood stop completely right in front of that shop. The weird part was that, the shop has been shut down for quite a while now, there is no one inside of it, meaning Yeonjun wasn't here. I run around the alleyway, go back to the road and run further screaming his name
I run and run and run, shouting his name on top of my lungs but I couldn't find him
I just lost him
Someone could have found him before me
And there isn't even a cctv camera to check
Yeonjun is fucking missing
My mind immediately spirals back to that horrendous day again, the day I lost a mentor, a brother and my savior, the day I lost my hyung

Flashback
"Hyung can we pleasseeee get that ice cream?"
"Soobin-ah you know mom won't like that, you have a cold right?"
"I know, but please hyung it's just across the street and plus its my birthday!"
"Soo-"
"HYUUNGGG PLEASSEEE"
"Ok fine, this is the only time I will do something behind mom's back, okay?"
"YAYYY"
And then I watched him go across the street, giddy with excitement and bubbling with joy
I can finally have my ice cream yay!
I saw him enter the store and come back out, he was carrying my favourite ice cream but what I didn't see was the truck that was coming at him in full speed, killing him right on spot. My beloved brother lay in that pool of blood, his eyes lifeless and body still. I could have never known that i was the one who drove him to death
Literally
That day I lost my desire to ever eat ice cream again
I lost my protector
My hyung

end

And I now I fucking lost the light of my life
Again.
My knees give up as I kneel down letting my eyes shrink and watch the world go blur and the tears fall through. They fall and fall until I feel like I could die by just laying here. I lost another person who mattered the most to me.

I was utterly heartbroken and was about turn back around when I saw a red flash blinking and realised it was a dashcam footage.
A dashcam that was placed in the right angle to have captured Yeonjun or atleast give an idea about where he was, I quickly grab the dashcam and rush back to where the police were, in my apartment. Safe to say I pestered the fuck out of them, to get the dashcam footage out and when we did, my eyes did not believe what I saw.

Yeonjun was running frantically with blood dripping all over his hand. He keeps on muttering 'she cannot find me' 'she should not find me'. My blood boils with pure rage as I want to find out whoever made him like this and hunt them till the end of earth. I watch carefully as he paces back and forth before the shop when suddenly a black van comes out behind him, two men jump out the van, inject something in him and take him into the van. My heart nearly beats out of my chest as I watch them steal away the reason of my being. The men had masks on, the car's number wasn't visible and all i got from the video is the fact that someone kidnapped Yeonjun and perfectly timed it with his panic attack. I rip off almost half of my hair out of frustration because this footage might as well be useless now, the only thing i know is that Yeonjun is somewhere alone and in danger and I can't fucking find him anyehere
Just like how I failed to manage a purpose for my own life
I watch and rewatch the footage
Over and over and over again, only to realise that all the while, there was a lady standing behind the men, she was lean and was wearing black so it was hard to notice her but she was standing there, watching the men take Yeonjun in and why is she-
She is smiling?
"Sir, please zoom in on this lady"
He does so
And I have to triple check my vision because my eyes nearly bulge out of my sockets as I watch the woman being my
My brother
The same who died right in front of eyes twelve years ago,
Dressed as a lady

What the actual fuck?

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