GIRL UNDER ME- GUMTHESERIES

hide and seek

Six months later

You don't hurt me anymore.

The thought of you has practically banished from my brain. Completely washed out by the strongest alcohol, cocaine and sex. The medicine I need to cure myself from relapsing on the unhealthy, paranoic and scariest mania I lived in. Just as everything that surrounded me was you, now I barely haunt you in my dreams. I became tired of playing hide and seek when you didn't want to play, unattainable, unreachable, one who didn't follow the rules. One who got carried away and easily moved on from me. Well, guess what? I could also disappear from your life and an instant. I just have to wait until you give up on playing dumb and realize that I am the only one for you, just as you are for me.

-. Yes, yes! Right there!

-. Shut up- I didn't want to hear her moan. Hearing other women moan irritated me to the point where I wanted to strangle them and leaving them with no breath to use. Keep them quiet.

I find myself in an opulent hotel room ramming myself against a girl whom I got to meet at the annual celebratory event of the "Thai Big 4" (the four companies in Thailand that held the biggest gross benefits). I was the top 1st of those. Unstoppable. I wasn't chasing power anymore, power chased me. Just like the girls I got in bed with and left them heartbroken.

I enjoyed seeing them cry, desperate for a love they could never have. I was in the same terms as them, now I am at the other side of the field. Mon was there too, I suppose. We did not maintain proper contact with each other, which is the best decision we could ever make.

I know Tee, Jim and Kade know the updated stuff of Mon's live but they hide it from me. I do not care one bit. Diversity was occupying not only Thailand per se but the whole Asian continent. It carries the 85 percent of Asia's content margin.

-. Im gonna cum, fuck!- her legs entrap me as soon as she starts to tremble. So I go faster. Ever since I started to share my body with others I wanted it to be the shortest experience, not because I miss Mon and the sex we had which has nothing to envy from my recent intercourses.

-. Fuck, fuck, fuck- She cums, but I hold mine. I never came with them so when I am alone I do the work for myself. I believe pleasure behind sex opens the most vulnerable parts about yourself so I'd appreciate to keep them behind closed doors.

Once we finish I take profit of the moment to snort a line prepared on the night stand and get dressed. Adrenaline pumping in my veins.

-. Where are you going?- she dares to ask

-. Doesn't matter to you, here, for you to grab a cab- I leave her a few bahts and straighten my shirt. Without turning back nor saying a farewell I get outside.

Rushing to the elevator to reach the hotel's parking lot, my my ears catch a familiar voice coming from the hallway.

-.Sam? Is that you? 

-. My body automatically responds and faces the person. It was teacher Phon, Mo's mother. The most inappropriate moment to encounter your soon to be mother in law, I correct, your ex's mother. She makes it inside before the doors close.

-.H-Hi- I intend to comb my disheveled hair back with my hand.

-. Listen honey, I'm sorry for what happened between you and Mon but I just want to say that you will always be my dearest. 

Holding back the tears threatening to spill I smile politely.

-. I appreciate your kind words, teacher Phon and to return your gratitude I admit that I keep you and Sir Aon in my heart.