Chapter 3

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Warning - *Mentions of Suicide*
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3 Years ago
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"Ray, where the hell are you taking me?" He's been quiet, I don't like it, he's definitely hiding something "you'll see when we get there." I groan bored out of my mind.
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When the car finally stops we end up at a school and my head immediately snaps at Ray "May I kindly ask, what the fuck are we doing here?" I ask confused and already suspecting the absolute worst.

He sigh's "mom asked me to take you here" I frown "well, what for? I already go to a school, It's called Hogwarts. Remember? And I already know enough rich pricks there no need to add to the list."

"Mom and dad think it's best if you move here permanently" I scoff, like hell. My mom and dad aren't even going to be home this entire month, so I was confused one why I left London, Ray is basically 'supervising' me. "No! That's not happening Ray."

"Look Victoria, mom asked me to bring you here, to at lest check it out first, So relax for heaven's sake's" I let out an annoyed sigh "what for, I already said I don't want to be here."

"Ray, look we're here. Can't you just tell mom I already checked it and I obviously did like it" I ask my older brother deeply annoyed.

He twists he body to the right facing me, giving me a serious father look "Vic my darling little sister, may I remind you, that you tried to kill yourself last year." I swallowed the guilt that immediately comes up "thanks for not sugar coating it" god, please make this conversation stop!

Whoever, he clearly had other plans and kept going "Mom and dad are worried- Grandma is worried- I'm worried. It's okay if you don't want to be here, but can you just get through today at least?" I stay quiet this time.

What happened that day is certainly something I wish everyone could just forget.

All because of my fears of water and the memories of those cunts.

I almost feel like I need to throw up.

Barty, my best friend left the next day, I was really worried. I couldn't focus on anything other then what he told me that night. I really thought he was gonna die, but lucky they were just 'scratches' or that's what he called them anyways.

The next day after, Christmas. I was nervous, scared, tired, I took a couple pills... now what I didn't know was that mom had invited the Crist family for dinner so when I was so fucked up and I couldn't even tell the difference between reality and my imagination, I ended up cutting my wrists. Stupid me.

"The school will give you a schedule for today only and if. If  You like it then you can continue coming here" It's just one day, right? "okay" I whisper nodding my head. After everything I put my family through, I could give them one day.

I watch as Ray get's out the car and walks over to the other side to open the door for me. "Let's go Vic" I sigh, it's just one day, just one fucking day.

I watch as many people my age and a little older walk into the school. I've never seen so many normal people together at once. As I step out of the car hesitantly, I see some people stare at Ray and I. I'm sure they all knew who we were.

  I feel Ray place an arm around my shoulder protectively once he notices the stares, and glare at everyone. "What are you my mom? Your seriously not thinking of going in with me, right?" I ask as we reach the doors to the school, He scoffs "of course I am" he says giving me a smug grin "what kind of brother would I be if I didn't walk you inside or to class for your first day of school here, hm?"

I twist my head up to glare at him "a good one" he rolls his eye's "keep walking little sis." He says as we get closer the main office to get my schedule "you love making me miserable, don't you?'

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