Anguish (Jikook/vmin)

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'GIVE AND TAKE, REMEMBER?'😫

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'It's been 3 days, jimin! Let me in!' The continuous knocks on the door annoyed jimin as he screeched loud enough to scare jungkook!

When 3 days ago, he was pulled into his mom's room, he had fallen asleep there for a while...his mom threw him outside  just when she got sober and jimin dejectedly went in his room, not before taking out junk food items from the pantry, few rubs of icecream and sodas from the freezer as well...

He sneakily took a xanax bottle from his dad's study room too, it had been quite a time when the sleeping pills he used to take stopped working on his body and his body was craving for some new drug to calm tf down and was there anything better than xanax to fulfill the purpose? Ofcourse, not!

He finally locked himself in his room, swearing to himself he won't be coming out until he feels the need to..

Needless to say, he missed his classes all those days, jungkook knew jimin was having a meltdown and he came to his house without letting his mom know about it....

He thought, jimin's mom would throw him out once she sees him but it didn't happen, fortunately!

Jimin had been bingeeating on the junk food, and the icecream all these days..

When his mom used to keep him on a strict diet, he used to have the urge of eating something sweet...and hence he bought himself him a minifreezer in his room by his allowance money...so that he could feast on icecream, cakes and very soon it manifested into a habit of bingeeating...

And after stuffing himself in stress, he opted another habit of throwing up to compensate for the ridiculous amount he ate....

He was aware it was unhealthy and some really fucked up shit but he did what he did and honestly saying he had no regrets...

'You missed the classes the past days! I am here to give you notes!' Jungkook yet again said!

'Fuck the notes!' Jimin bellowed as he swallowed 2 xanax at once with the soda.. and threw the can on the door..

'I won't come! I won't! It's over! Everything is over!'

'Nothing's over! Come out or just let me in!'

'Where were you when I needed you, jungkook? Had you not left me when I needed you the most, had you not have been ashamed by me, I would not have been bullied, I could have a normal life too!'

'I am sorry for that! But I had my own reasons! I am here now! Just let me in!' Jungkook said trying to coax jimin to let him in...

'I am stuck in this bloody room for days and not even once my mom or dad knocked in this door telling me to come out! Why the hell I am so unlucky? I don't need you, jungkook! Infact I don't need anyone..I am better off alone!'

'Just open the door! I would not leave you alone even for a second..I would protect you!' Jungkook yet again stated, giving up on knocking the door...jimin wasn't willing to open the door and jungkook at that point just wanted to make jimin feel that he was not alone...

'If you are scared of the video getting public, you need not worry about it! I have already gained the original file from hoseok!' As soon he completed his sentence jimin opened his door and pulled jungkook in!

'Tell me all about it!' Jimin said, but all jungkook could notice was the state of the room...chip's wrappers, empty soda cans, empty tubs of icecream laying leisurely on the floor, his room was a mess but the major mess was the one who owned the room...

'I said tell me all about it, jungkook!' Jmin had to speak once again and jungkook swiftly closed the door behind.

'Hoseok actually had two conditions in exchange of the original file...he wanted to stop the merger and he wanted lexi to rightfully handover her child to Jung hyuk!'

'What child?'

'Well Jung hyuk and lexi have a child together.. he lives with lexi's grandmother in the countryside and  hoseok wanted me to convince lexi to handover her child to hyuk... the very morning he called me, he stated his whole 2 conditions to me, ..saying he has a sex tape ready and you know the rest of the history!'

'And what about you went inside his house again after leaving me in the car?' Jimin said, biting his fingers down nervously...

'He wanted to talk to me about how he wanted to proceed with things!'

'And lexi gave up on her child for me?' Jimin knees felt weak and jungkook immediately held him sensing jimin was about to fall down...

'Listen carefully , jimin! Lexi was raped by hyuk! She opted for abortion but she couldn't do it due to her health issues. As soon as she gave birth, she handed him over to her granny! I know this all since she told me right after we started dating! And it was not hard for her to rightfully handover her child to that rapist asshole...so please, donot blame yourself...let bygones be bygones..don't waste your life like this!' Jimin sobbed, as he leaned his whole weight into jungkook's chest....

'I am sorry! You told me to be careful! You told me to stay away from him! But like a desperate slut, I followed him and  made things chaotic! I am sorry jungkook! I always blame people for my misery without being accountable for it on my own!' He continued crying and all of a sudden puked all over jungkook, and the pills he had swallowed too came out of his stomach....

He cried more in embarrassment and looked at jungkook with his red eyes, stinging with tears...

'It's okay! Jimin..it's really okay! It's just a shirt, nothing has gone bad. Let me take you to washroom, now! Can you get on your feet?' He gently asked causing jimin to nod his head...

Jungkook cleaned himself up, throwing his shirt somewhere and wore one of jimin's tee! He even helped jimin clean up. He took jimin out for some fresh air after instructing one of the maids to clean jimin's room!

When they came back inside the house, jimin's mom made them follow her to the dinning hall, and there stayed two piping hot bowl of chicken porridge on the table...

'Eat it!' She said, an began walking back to her room...

'Thank you, mom!' Jimin screamed in delight, running after her and giving her a back hug..

'Eat well!' She said without turning back as jimin happily nodded!

'I don't know how to approach you, say you things, but I am learning and I will learn...I do notice things but it feels too indifferent for me to be a MOM. Forgive me if you can! I am sorry, that's all I can say! And you are making me uncomfortable with the hug, jimin!' She said in her nonchalant tone and jimin instantly let her go...

'I love you, mom!' He said!

'Just eat the porridge before it gets cold!' She responded, taking hasty strides towards her designated room..