Letting go

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To my dearest soulmate

Letting go of something or someone sentimental is difficult, What is more difficult than to let you go?
All the memories we shared those sweet memories we shared.

The past days since I let you go has been eating me inside as I crave and yearn for the attention you gave to me that others failed to, I was wondering Why?

Why let 'us' go?
Is he better than me?
Good looking?
Treats you better than me?

Oh, I remember why, it was never really 'us' in the first how delusional of me.
Let me be miserable for once  but no can do because I have promised my self to not be miserable when this day comes.

April 1st, all I could hope it was a joke. A simple joke.

A joke that would lead me to pursue darkness that will leave me empty as a shell that its owner's abandoned.

Our sentimental journey has now came an end my dearest soulmate

Farewell my soulmate for I shall keep you close to my body, soul and heart but far away out of my reach.

Qu-
To the person who let me go.


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