"He is not answering his phone" Win said
"He cheats and all he does is run away" In said
"I never took Team as the cheating or coward type" Pharm
"What happened to him" Dean asked
"We really don't know, everything was okay when you guys left" Manaow said
"Clearly, it was not" Win said
"Are you sure you will be okay" Korn asked
"I think so, it will take some time until I fully heal" Win said
"What do we do now" Dean asked
"Accept that he is gone and move on with our lives" Win said
"Are you sure: In asked
"Am I sure what" Win asked
"That you can move on, he was your first love" Pharm asked
"What else can I do, be sad everyday and cry over him" Win asked
"I just want to move on" Win said
Win did want to move on, but he didn't know how to. Team cheating on him was something he never thought would happen and he never planned ahead for what he would do after
Though he couldn't move on, Team found it else to move on
He had already planned for ahead and was adjusting to life in Finland just fine
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Several months later, Team already started at his new college. He was going to college with his friends and he was yet to tell them the reason why he left Thailand. He wanted to start anew in Finland and not look back at his mistakes
He was quite fine with his life, for now. But again, he still will have to go back to Thailand. So, he is decided to stay for a few more years in Finland before going back to Thailand
His friends had helped him decide whether he should stay or not, and unsurprisingly nobody was against the idea of him staying for more than a while
They even advocated for him to live in Finland, forever
Team thought about the idea of him living in Finland again like old times and it sounded like a perfect plan
He knows his family would be sad to know that he decided to stay longer, but he hopes they would understand
He prays that Faye would understand
Seven years later
"I don't even know why I agreed to do this" Team said
He was regretting his decision, he doesn't want to do this at all
Or rather the decision Jazmane forced him into agreeing to
Team was trying on a tuxedo, no, that is not the horrible decision
The reason why he is trying on the tuxedo is the horrible decision
"Because you will regret it, if you miss this" Jazmane was fixing his tuxedo
"But I am regretting to agreeing to go" Team said
"Look forward" Jazmane turned his face
"Besides, you can't back down now, it is too late" Jazmane said
"Jazmane is right" Will came out with a little boy in his arms
He put him down so that he could stand on his own
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Insecurities
RomanceInsecurities are a bitch. They make you wonder 'Am I not good enough?' But, you are good enough, you just don't know it. At you lowest of feeling insecure, you might do stupid things. Like cheat on your lover so that they can break up with you and h...