Insecurities

Secrets out

"You requested for us to go on a walk and yet you are quite" Korn said when he saw that In was looking down a lot

In raised his head and smiled gently at Korn. to anyone it might have seemed like a regular smile, but to Korn, he knew that In was keeping to himself

"You want to talk" it was almost like Korn was demanding for him to talk

"What" In saw that Korn's face expression changed

Korn was looking worried, while In was looking nervous

"What do you want to say" Korn asked

"What are you about? I just wanted us to take a walk" In said

"In, we have been dating for so long, I know how to tell when you need to talk" Korn

"Are you sure" In asked

"What"

"Are you sure we are still dating"

"I mean you have been distant for months and you don't even don't want to talk about it" In said

"Because I had t-" In interrupted Korn

"Because of work" In finished it his sentence for him

Korn had been using work for the longest time. He didn't want to lose In through a divorce, yet he had already started losing him before getting married

"P', should we break up" In sounded very happy

"You want to break up" Korn asked

"No, you want to break up"

"If it is what you want, then I will be happy for you" In said

"No, I don't want to break up"

"I don't want to ever break up" Korn's mind was tuning out while thinking of what to do

"P', it is okay if you want to break up" In said

"And I said I don't want to"

He wanted to get married and live forever with In. He has plans to propose to In and see his reaction and be satisfied with life

"P', we don't even act like a couple anymore" In said

"I am planning to propose to you" Korn didn't-couldn't wait anymore

He needed anything to make In believe him

"You don't have to marry me to make me happy" In said

"You asked what we were doing in the game room, we lied"

"We were actually planning for how I am going to propose to you" Korn said

"You want to get married now" In was confused and was trying to understand Korn

"No, I have always wanted to get married

"The only reason why I didn't was because I was scared"

"Scared? Scared of what" In asked

"I let others marriage determined if we are fit to be married"

"In, I don't ever want you to leave me; I know that sounds selfish of me, but it's what I want"

"I don't ever want to leave you, but you were acting like an asshole" In said

"You isolated me, made me feel like I was desperate for you to love me"

"I know I have fucked up, let me make it up to you" Korn said

"By getting married" In asked

"I want to get married, you want to get married, so why not"