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ep. 3 : white love

A week later.

A week has passed and I've been starting to feel the music passion in me, growing once more. I surprisingly wrote 12 songs in 2-3 days and they're all about... Mingi. I don't know why but I couldn't help myself from writing those songs.

I haven't mentioned though. I play the guitar and I have perfect pitch. Well, not really perfect but anyways, I composed those songs on my guitar/my big bro's guitar and yeah, I am planning on confessing to him using those songs.

But when? Well, after the dance competition. If we win, I'll confess but if we don't win the competition then... I won't confess. Maybe, I'll just confess after a few more months. 'cause the competition is in just a few days.

"Do you guys feel pressured?" I asked my friends. "Of course! The competition is getting near... I feel nervous." Chaemin said.

"What if we make mistakes during the real performance?" Aerin asked. "Aish! Don't think that way! It'll be okay! Our class nearly got disqualified but we're doing really great so far!" Ryujin said, cheering us up.

"Damn, I almost forgot those other classes tried to put us up on some sh**" I muttered.

"they're probably just feel threatened by us so they tried getting us disqualified. pathetic little sh**s." Aera mumbled while munching on some chips.

The other classes had told the teachers nothing but bullsh** and so our class almost got disqualified.

But since our homeroom teacher is part of the judges, he gave us another chance and we were able to get back.

"Hi, Hana." Jongho said as he sat next to me. Oh yeah actually, me and Jongho are seatmates during Maths and Science class so yeah we get to chit-chat a lot more during those classes.

"Hi, Jongho!" I responded with a smile. He smiled back. I was quite busy with the last homework Ms. Gye gave us in Maths and didn't even notice Jongho talking beside me all I know is he's talking about his friends and Mingi.

"But suddenly, he mentioned you."

and that's where I choked.

"who mentioned me." I asked with a serious look on my face. "Mingi. He mentioned you awhile ago. I was with him before we entered the school and we were having a conversation and suddenly, he mentioned you. Even I was confused why. I forgot what he said though.." Jongho said.

I blinked my eyes a few times.

"you're serious? why would he mention my name all of a sudden in the middle of a conversation? Like why? Why?!" I exclaimed.

"I don't know, okay?! I don't know either! I'm confused too!" Jongho exclaimed. His eyes growing wide which kind of scared me.

"Okay fine... but seriously, this will make me stay up all night." I muttered fidgeting with my fingers.

"He's looking at you..." Jongho came close to my face and whispered. My eyes grew wide. "Stop. it." I told him while trying to solve the math problem in my homework.

"I'm telling the truth. I think he heared you, you're so loud as f***" he said but I smacked his arm before realizing that Mingi might have heard me and Jongho talking about him.

"wait, seriously. Is my voice loud?!" I whisper-yelled at him. "yeah." he said while nodding. "really?! Ohmygosh!" I whisper-yelled again.

"do you think he heard our conversation?" I asked him. "I don't know. We're both loud but I'm sure he doesn't hear a thing." Jongho said, reassuring me.

I'm scared. What if he heard us? What if he knows already?! I can't freaking take this! This is too much to handle, world!!!