before i start this, i'm going to say that im zoinked right now and whatever i blabber are literally my thoughts.
i wish you thought about me a little more
like offering your food
or making a pillow bed in the back of the truck and stargaze
i wish i meant a little more to you
is my head far up my a?! or am i being reasonable?
am i too attached if i expect you to text me when you feel like it?
instead of me feeling like i'm being strung along?
or am i being reasonable asking for kisses and words of affirmation?
you tell me.
i hope one day we could be together again
its been 5 years+ that we've been on and off. u appear when i'm out of a relationship.
but you admitted you feel like you are using me
and i have to believe that and look out for myself
imagine
being strung along for 5 years
high hopes for no reason
lol
maybe im going delusional
naw you made me go delusional lol
f.ck u...and jo...joe mama
<3
its cute you keep all of my little trinkets
like the keychain dangling on your keys
and the scrunchie in your car
and the tom nook plush chillin
and the timmy and tommy figurines
and the minecraft wooden heart i made
and i have a necklace you made for me 5 years ago still. and the psyduck you got me not too long ago. 🥹
YOU ARE READING
letting go
Poésietrying to let go and heal trying to find myself trying to love myself i'm just trying to get over you - it's over. yet you're still in my mind like a soul tie. cut it.
