Open My Eyes

Chapter 4 Thoughts

Maximus pov~

  I wake up to videos and pictures of my wife with different guys doing different things I sigh and grab the notebook when I really want to hurt something.

  I begin to write everything I feel and what my wife sent.

  I hate to know my wife became one of the women we used to talk about I wonder if she was like this the whole time and was putting up a front.

  Once done I go get in the shower and eat something then get ready for work I plan to come up with a clothing line for this season.

  I head to the office and once there I sigh going into my office when there I say hey to a few employees and then get to work.

  I can't help myself but think back to Amelia and I need to stop I love my wife but she was just so alluring without trying.

  I notice I got a hard-on and feel guilty but the more I let it sit it gets painful I've never been like this before maybe it's because my hand has been doing all the work I need to fuck my wife.

  I can't think I walk to my bathroom in my office and close the door whip my dick out gripping it with my hand then rub the pre cum that happened to come out over my tip.

I groan and sigh I grab some oil I keep in here and put it on my hand and proceed to jack my dick off.

I say" fuck".

I close my eyes and just then an image of Amelia pops up and I can't help but groan when I see her face, I pump faster and groan.

I say" Amelia fuck".

I pump and when I feel I'm about to cum I groan closing my eyes it's way too much something that never happened before only when I lost my virginity.

I say" Amelia".

Just then I cum all over my hand and some make it to the floor it goes on for a minute and I sigh that was a huge load of cum my biggest one.

I hurry to clean up because I feel guilty that's like cheating on my wife but what can I do every time I imagine my wife I see her getting fucked or kissed and it makes me soft.

  I get back to work but can't concentrate so I finish a few designs and go to lunch where I see some of the employees.

  They say" Bossman".

  I nod and the guys say" Guess who's coming out with us ".

I raise a brow and they all say" You are that's who so be ready and you can't say no Timothy here is getting married".

I sigh and nod I have known Timothy for a long time and his wife seems very nice, unlike mines.

They nod and Timothy says" Thanks boss means a lot".

I pat him on his back and we grab a few drinks then I head back to the office.

  Once there I sit and think about my wife and I try to call her only to hear her moans when she answers.

  I hang up and I don't even have it in me to cry anymore I did that but I love her I'm willing to see past all this if she will this is why I suggested counselling.

Amelia's pov~

  This whole week I've been on edge since I'm supposed to be going out I don't know if I can do it but when I get a text to be ready by 8 pm I know I can.

My nail tech knows where I live he's the only person I stayed close with because I had an excuse he's my nail tech, I go get in the shower and go to my closet after looking for the stuff I bought last week.