The Way You Look At Me ( A Dylan O'Brien Fanfic)

Chapter 26.

Alicia's Point of View *****************

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I don't remember much honestly. I try to look back on the day when I hit my head but I can't. I remember seeing flashes and my name being thrown around like ball. Back and forth, back and forth. I remember it didn't hurt though, it all happened so quick I barely felt a thing. I remember the blood. Man was there a lot too.

"She should be waking up soon. " A light blissful voice said .

It was like clockwork or something because as soon as I heard that my eyes slowly opened to investigate who said that. I saw white walls around me with blue curtains draped down a window that was tinted and closed. It was raining quite hard but still it looked peaceful. I turn my head around slightly to see a small female with a clipboard and scrubs on. It didn't take me long to know where I was. The one place on earth I truly hate where people die or people are sick. Hospitals are the worst and Im stuck here. Great.

"Hello Ally. My name is Dr. Haley and this is Dr. Johnathan . Do you know what happened to you? Why you are here? " The female asked slowly yet nice enough to make me feel not stupid.

"Kinda.. I think I hit my head. " I replied back with crack in my voice.

"Yes that's very good Ally. You hit your head pretty bad and we had to control the bleeding. You lost a lot of blood and you may feel week right now because of that but you will slowly get better. " She said with a smile that looked like a forced one.

I looked down at my arms to see Ivs hooked up to me and my skin pale as paper. I forced my eyes to look up at Dr. Haley and Johnathan again. I couldn't bare to see myself all sick looking.

"So how long have I've been out for? " I asked quietly.

" About three days. But that is perfectly normal after a incident like yours" She replied while looking down at her clipboard.

Three days? Ive been asleep for that long. I can't believe this, everything happened so unexpectedly and fast I don't want to believe it.

" You're mom left to go get some lunch and she will be right back to check on you. She was really worried. " Dr. Haley said.

"I bet she was I can't imagine how worr..."

Just then it hit me like a wave that crashes to the shore. Dylan. Oh my god Dylan! Where was he? I can't imagine what he had been through!

"Dr. Haley have you seen my boyfriend? He is tall and he has hair brown hair and kinda quirky and... "

Before I could finish my sentence there he was standing in the doorway with his eyes filled with relief and tears building up.

"Babe!" I screamed but came out all messy and shaky.

"Ally.. You are awake. I was so worried you wouldn't wake up." He said walking towards me with his jacket scrunched up into his hands.

"We will leave you two to talk." Dr. Haley said smiling while showing herself and Dr. Johnathan out.

"Thank you for everything." Dylan replied as they walked out.

Thank god they left I didn't want to be rude and ask them to leave.

"Babe what happened? " I asked trying to sit up a bit.

He sat down next to me looking at the ground. His eyes were watery and glossy. Something was wrong.

"Brit sent reporters to your location and paid them to attack you with questions and with pictures..." He said quietly.

"She wouldn't do that would she..? " I looked at him blankly.

"Yes.. And it's all my fault. "

"Baby no it's not you have no control over her. " I reached for his hand as he rejected it.

"Babe what's wrong? " I said in a worried tone.

He looked up at me with tears running down his beautiful cheeks. His nose red like he has been crying for hours or had a really bad cold while I was away for three days.

"I brought this upon you. It's because of my fame and my ex. Im not good enough for you Ally I can't protect you." He said while sniffling.

"....Are you breaking up with me? " I started to cry as I choked on the words.

"I have to Ally. The only way to make everything better again is to stay away from you. You deserve better. I'll be moving back home and I'll keep in touch I promise this is for the best..." He said as he got up and started heading for the door.

"Babe please don't do this I need you. You are perfect for me! I don't blame any of this on you!" I cried uncontrollably.

"I can't see you cry... I have to go." He reached the doorway now.

"Don't walk away please." I looked at him.

I begged him for about 5 more minutes until he finally left crying and walking away fast. When he left I could barely breathe. I ached all over including my heart. How could he leave me? He promised he wouldn't. I never felt pain like this. I love him beyond words and he left me crying and curled up into a ball. If he thinks he is protecting me by doing this he is so wrong very very wrong.

A couple hours later..

My mom came back and I told her everything. I couldn't stop crying either. And when she hugged me I fell apart even more. My eyes by the end of the night were puffy and red and I could barely eat anything. All I ever wanted was him and he left like it was nothing.

But then eventually I would fall asleep and it would the best medicine I have ever had because it will take the pain away even though it would only be for a few hours.