The Way You Look At Me ( A Dylan O'Brien Fanfic)

Chapter 5

Dylan's Point Of View*********

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Out of the whole day I had only one class with her. At first all I could think of was that how much it sucked that I didn't get to have her all to myself for the entire day but I had come up with something so that I could be with her. I found out where she lived and all it was was just 2 blocks away from where I lived I almost couldn't contain myself when she told me were she live. I wanted to ask her what she was doing after school but being the person I am I was a chicken shit. All I did was keep debating on whether or not I should ask. I had to! I wanted to..so bad. I convinced myself that I wouldn't ask so I didn't seem like all these guys here at school. But every time I looked up at the clock I started to panic because I didn't want to spend 7 hours away from here. It was to long for me I wanted to see her every minute of every hour of every day.

I didn't know what happened to me, one minute I was watching her and thinking then the next I was touching her leg and lingering close to her.

She turned around and was just inches away from my face. I wanted to kiss her so bad. So bad! But I was stunned, I didn't want to want to move from where I was at.Everything felt right, like we were the only people left on earth. It felt like it had been an hour just looking at her but in reality it was just 3 minutes it wouldv'e been longer if the teacher didn't go and interrupt it.

(The bell rings)BRINNNGGGGG

I got up so quickly she was laughing quite a bit. We both walked out of class where we headed to her locker and mine.

"Ready Ally Cat?"

She looked at me leaning against her locker shutting it closed.

"You bet Dyls"

We walked towards my car and until her friend pulls her back for a quick second. I couldn't make out what they were saying but all i saw was her friend smiling and squealing. I wanted to know what she was saying to her. What if it was about me? I could only hope.

She came walking back to the car grabbing a hold of the handle.

"Are you going to open the car?"

She looks at me as she gives me a curious look while she smiles.

I lean against the car smirking.

"No I thought it would be fun if we rode on top of the car instead."

She rolls her eyes and laughs softly.

We get in the car and drove home. We talk endlessly about John Gold and his songs, where she ends up popping in a CD from him that she keeps in her bag.

We joked around like little kids and laughed so much our stomachs started to cramp up and that's when we got to my house.

Eventually went into my house and got something to eat. After that we went up to my room.

"Your room is clean for a guy your age!"

"Yeah my mom cleans my room, if it wasn't for her I would never be able to see my floor." I say rubbing the back of my neck watching her

She picks up a few things of mine and smiles but never says anything. I go to my stereo were I put on some music.

"You have some really good taste Dylan" she says softly.

"In?"I look at her.

"Music, objects, your choice in words... everything" She says smiling.

She sits on my bed with her legs crossed and dangling off the bed still looking around my room. I sit next to her as I rub the back of my neck looking at the ground,

"Thanks."

"Can I tell you something?" She says in a sincere voice.

I lift up my head seeing her looking at me.

"Of course you can tell me anything Ally Cat."

She smiles at me a bit and tells me all about her ex-boyfriend named Ethan. She told me about how he left her to go hook up with some girl and how she was so heart broken. She told me about how he tried to force her to have sex with him and how pissed off he used to get when she didn't give him what he wanted. Between all of what she was telling me I saw her eyes start to tear up a bit. I hated to see her like this because when I did I felt so upset that I couldn't do anything for her.

"Alicia, you never should be treated like that.. look he didn't deserve you then and he sure as hell doesn't deserve you now. Your amazing in every way and you shouldn't tear yourself down because of one stupid Guy and night. You know because there is a bunch of guys dieing to be with you."

She looks down with tears streaming down her face.

"Yea but.."

I cut her off lifting up her chin and whipping away her tears looking into her eyes.

"Believe me. Please?"

She nods looking at me as her eyes become dry. I wanted to kiss her again but this time I was going for it and she didn't stop me.

I moved my hand to her cheek as I caressed it softly as she moved in closer to me placing her hands the back of my neck. Her hands were so warm and soft it sent a shiver down my spine. My lips were close up against hers , we were just about to kiss when her phone goes off. Fuck.

She moves away slowly telling me "Im sorry"

"Um yeah its cool"

She read her text and looks at me biting her lip.

"It's my sister she needs me home." she looks at me disappointed.

"Oh yeah you should go you know to see if she is okay."

"I'm sorry I wish I could stay longer"

She gathers her stuff and looks at me.

"Hey we have all of this year!!"

She cracks a small smile and starts to head down stairs.

"So true."

"Do you want me to drive you to your house?"

"No its alright I can walk besides it's only 2 blocks way from here"

"Alright... Hey! Um do you want a ride to school tomorrow?"

I beg her to say yes in my mind.

"Yeah I would love that thanks!"

I walk her downstairs to my front door and watch her start walking.

"See you in the morning Dyls!" she yells out smiling.

"Later Ally Cat!" I say sliding my hands into my pockets as I watch her walking furhter and further away.

"I miss you already..." I whisper under my breathe.