The Way You Look At Me ( A Dylan O'Brien Fanfic)

Chapter 27

Dylan's Point Of View ***********

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I made a list throughout my head while I waited for Ally to wake up. And when she did this is what I came up with:

" My name is Dylan O'Brien. I am 17 and I became famous. I have brown hair and brown eyes. My favorite sport is baseball. I'm a die hard Mets fan. I moved from LA to Colorado to get away from the fame and my ex. My ex's name is Britt. She followed me here. I met a beautiful girl name Ally. She became my world. She still is my world. Maybe perhaps my universe. She loves me unconditionally and as do I. My ex hates her. My ex hurt my poor Ally. I caused this all. I have to protect her at any cost. Even if that means me leaving her. She might hate me and I don't blame her. I love her. "

I had to leave the hospital it wasn't good that I was there. I dreaded every time I saw her lay in that bed. She was so beautiful even if her body wasn't fully healed yet. I only dreaded seeing her like that because she didn't deserve it, she was too kind and bighearted for any sort of pain. My fame and past caused her to lay in that hospital bed and I couldn't bare to think that. So I had to leave, it wasn't a easy choice in fact I hesitated a couple of times until Britt popped up out of no where when I ran to get coffee for me and Ally's mom.

" Dylan you are no good for her."  Brit said with a smug look on her face.

"Why are you even here Brit?! Leave me alone! Leave Ally alone! Haven't you realized already that I'm over you? Nothing you say or do will make me go back to you! " I said with anger.

I exploded and after I did Brit got the hint to back off. But of course not until she got the last word.

" You think I'm the worst of your problems? Think of all the crazy girls I had to fight off when I was with you. You really think they will take you being in a relationship again okay? They will stalk you and her. I was just preparing you guys for what's really out there! You aren't good for her! You need to leave her alone! Go back to LA and worry about your career because if you don't you will ruin her. " Brit said with anger back.

She walked off after that, leaving me more upset then I already was. Was she right? Maybe I need to leave. I caused all this pain on Ally. I cant have girls attacking her. I have to protect her and the only why I can do that is if I let her go...

I drove to the hospital with this horrible feeling in my gut. I had to do what was best for my Ally. I kept telling myself that LA is where I belong while I was in the elevator. Before I knew it I was on the 4th level where Ally's room was, and as I walked towards her room I had an empty hallow feeling in my stomach that I couldn't shake. I felt like my heart was going to pop out of my chest and fall om the floor. I love Ally. How can I live without her? She is my everything and more. I have to be strong I cant let her see me cry...

30 mins later......

Somehow I ended up back in my car. I left her crying up there alone and I couldn't believe I actually went through with it. It's over... She saw me cry. Im supposed to be her hero not some weak pathetic loser. Sitting here listening to the rain pour down made me think of all the good times me and Ally had. Who am I kidding Ally will always be a part of my life no matter what I told her up there.

After hours of sitting in the car going back and forth about whether or not I should go back up there and apologizing for being the biggest dick, I finally realized that I needed to give Ally some time alone. We aren't through, I wont let it be over. I let Brit get in my head and for that I deserved to be called an asshole. Love makes you do some crazy shit. I now understand why brit acted the way she did. The only way I can make this situation work is if I resolve where the problem started. At the end of all this my plan is to win my Ally back.

I took out my phone and dialed a number.
Ring...Ring...Ring...

"Hello?" Brit said as she answered the phone.

"Hey its Dylan I heard you out after I ran into you and I've done some thinking. I was wondering if I could meet you at the batting cages. I really don't have to explain why but it's important. Meet me there in a hour. "

I ended the call after that. I didn't give her a chance to respond because I knew after I exploded on her she would have said no. After the call I backed out and left for the batting cages. On my way there all I could think about was being one step closer to getting my Ally cat back in my arms where she belongs.