i love u 💕

chap35

Krishna's pov:
Why??
Why does it happen to me always?
I've already decided to go away from vikram, but when nidhi came back, why does it hurt so much?
May be i was having a hope, that i could be with Vikram.
Now its not at all possible.
He will definitely go back to her.
And she is accusing me of manipulating them.
Why would I?
She always did this to me .
I've always tried to mend things between us, but she never cared .
She had always hurt me.
I don't know what have I done to her.i always had seen her as my sister. She never did.
But now i hate her too.
I can't take this shit from her always.
I am a human. I too have feelings. And my heart breaks and bleeds too.
She had already broken it once. Now AGAIN. She is here to get MY vikram, AGAIN.
I agreed for divorce,just for Vikram's sake.
I've seen him break.
But couldn't help him to hold on to his broken pieces..
He love nidhi.. he still does. and only for him , i gave him back to nidhi, again.
I am driving the car in full speed. This is the only thing which can help me.
angry, pain, frustration... Completely took over my heart and mind.
This is giving me a Deja Vu feel.
Reminding me of that night, the very much same, broken and crying me.
Same nidhi.
Same vikram.
Reminding me of that heart break, breaking the left over pieces also., My panic attack.
Its triggering again.
No i need to controle it...
But before i could think anything, i started hyperventilating... It got me like a tsunami..
And i lost the controle of the car, again..i feel like history is repeating... But this time, im sure, i wont come back alive..., May be this is better, than to live without vikram..
The last time..i somehow survived, but this time, he is my husband, and more strong feeling I've developed for him... Which will not help me in any way to live without him, so it's better if i die....
My car hit to the divider and it fliped over, crushing it between the road and the tree, it hit to.
My head hurts...i could feel my life leaving my body..
Cheptaru kada, oka manishi chanipoye mundu, valla purti jeevitham valla kalla mundu kanipistundi ani..
(They say that right, a person, before dying, their whole life will come in front of their eyes).... Vikram...this is what I can see...my life is vikram....my eyes closed taking me into a world of darkness...i love u..i love u Vikram....
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Vikram's pov:
Krishna..........
No this cant happen.
I can't loose her....
Her car just flipped over the divider and hit to the opposite tree..
Getting out of my car, i ran to her.
No this cant happen..
I have to save her..
I will save her...
I can't let my life go away from me.
Krishu..
I break opened the car door.
She was lying between the broken seat and glass pieces pricking her.
Her head is Bleeding... And she is completely soaked in her own blood..
She is struck between the seats...i somehow, for her out, carrying her to my car, i rushed to the hospital...

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Flash back from Krishna's pov...
4 yrs ago...
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Batukamma....
But these people have turned it completely into holi....
Everyone were playing with colours,
my face is completely filled with colours too... Thanks to shravi.
This monkey is only responsible for spoling my dress..
I was running away from her...and bumped into someone.. vikram!!!
I widened my eyes seeing him. And he was directly staring at MEEEE..
Oh god. I was always nervous to go infront of him and how should I escape from him. Now....
V: can i say u something?" He asked, omg...he is talking to me..i was still in my wonder land and nodded..
V: ur eyes are so beautiful.. brown eyes...it looks magical." He said smiling and vanished into the crowd.
What the heaven...did he just speak to me..did he just say that my eyes are beautiful.
I know he cant see my face, i only cant recognise myself if i look into the the mirror with this coloured face..
Smiling to myself like a crazy girl, i walked towards shravi.
S: what madam, what is this dreamy look of urs??"she asked wiggling her eyebrows.
K: vikram
S: what??
K: vikram spoke to me for the first time!!!!!" I said jumping.
S: offoo....but, madam. When will you even tell your love to him?? You've been following him since 2 months like a love stuck puppy..how long kittu.
Go tell him na.
K: im scared. What will he think about me? A crazy teenager?
S: you are not a teenager, u are 21!!
K: Whatever....
Not now.....