|ᴅᴇᴘᴛʜ ᴏꜰ ʟɪᴛᴇʀᴀᴄʏ| ²³ [✔]

DAY-16 |ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇ|

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Loving you was like a disease,

lethal for me and my mind

yet I loved you even if you weren't mine.

Its a pain to see, you walking beside her everyday

your hand with her hand where my warmth slipped away.

All  I could see was how you loved her for her,

and cared her more then anything in this world.

Alas, I wish I could have removed these feelings once more

as I stare down the sink, holding flowers of red carnations in my hand.

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(my poem refers to the fictional hanahaki disease where the person who is having a one sided love cough out flowers, generally the flowers symbolize the crush of the person. the only way to remove this is through surgery or having the person like you back! [i hope u understood it well] Also the red carnation flowers symbolizes feeling of 'My heart aches for you', admiration etc.)