Boarding School AU Mitake

Chap.22 Please .. Stop

⚠So everyone are alive, the story may or may not contain some oc's⚠

(......) I talk

(......) Quotes of the characters / Oc

(???~ ...) Characters / Oc are talking

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" We have an opportunity to become a global leader in the clean energy industry , but we have to be smart and strategic about it . " From Jeff Van Drew

Takemichi Woke up , he was covered of sweat ... he went out of bed and left the room . But little did he knows that someone followed him

he discretly get out of the room , know one could hear him but mikey did , he followed mikey as discretly as a fly even takemichi himself didn't knew he was getting followed .

The finaly arrived outside , it was a night without moon and without the reflection of the sun on the moon that mean we can't see the star either .

Mikey was hidding behind a tree

And again takemichi had a crisis , like each time the voices were telling him how is was a monster , how he shouldn't have been born .. And he hurted himself .

When he have those crisis he never cry , he is just in a state where this is complicated to make him stop when he is all by himself , generaly when he was he would just end-up by faint due to the blood lose or when by luck he was at kisaki home , kisaki would help him and make those voice disepear by telling him the opposite of all they tell him

but now , no one can help him , he doesn't have anyone anymore . He can't count on anybody , not even himself . 

If one day he would be asked 'Who do you love the most' he wouldn't even know how to respond to it anymore , but now he would probably say something like 

I actually love myself the most but the thing is ... I don't love myself back

he knew that it's sad but it's not like he cared , he doesn't have anyone . He do have pawn but he want real friend , friend that he can count on and not some pawn that use him for whatever reason behind it ..

He was alone again , again is a big word because he hadn't been alone since quit a time . Before meeting the mizo gang he was maybe alone at school , well not really sometimes girls came to talk to him because they had crush on him or they friend had .. But he wasn't completly alone 'cause he had kisaki , hanma and kakucho  And even before meeting hanma and kisaki he had kakucho and before kakucho he was alone ...

He met kakucho when he was 4 so between when he was 2 and 4 he was alone , so it's been really long since he was lone .

But the fact is that he was never really alone if we forgot those 2 years but he was always quite lonely .. 

takemichi was on the ground still cutting himself with the voices talking to him but suddenly he felt a hand on his knife and the voices disepeared , Whoever it was had a warm aura .

Takemichi ~ Kisaki ?