Old Habits Die Hard

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People applaud. 

"Damn he's taken.' some hot girls yell in melonklily and raw guttoral cries sound out.

I quickly scribble the following on a napking:

"Dear Draco"

i ball up the napkin. 

Dear Malfoy,

Please meet me in the astronomy tower after lunch. I need to do something.

Best,

Y/n darkwater

I read it over three times to make sure It isnt pure gibberish.

I kiss rsb's cheek to keep up the image and stand up confidently. Pansy looks me up and down proudly and gives me a thumbs up. I walk down the hall  sultryly and as i  pass by draco gracefully put the note on his tray so swiftly that no one else sees it but him.

We make a split second eye contact, but i make sure to break it because i am now a hot suxy studious bitch and im not going to let any hoes get in my way (except for rsb cuz he is my bf but not really but he doesnt know that and no else does too, except for me. always gotta stay one step ahead of the game. keep your enemies on their toes, exccept theyre not enemies. only draco. but hes not really my enemy since we fuck. but theo is. yea. 100% facts.)

I keep walking and when i reach the doors i pause to throw my hair over my hsoulders. a few girls gasp and some guys water at the mouth.

yeah, im that girl.

once im out of eye sight, i walk like my normal self. im not special, i mean honestly im just like everyone else in this svhool. even though it might seem crazy, im really a normal girl. im like eloise but a little better. bc i dont wear purple cardigans and i only laugh the right amount. not too much and not too little.

just enough.

the goldilocks proportion.

if draco doesnt get that he can just leave. and i guess he didnt, because he left.

im thriving though. thank merlin he did. im not the same plain jane i was this morning. ive changed. being the studious y/n and rsb's fake girlfriend (well he thinks it real, i honestly feel kind of bad. he doesnt deserve that. i mean, hes a feminist. maybe i should break it off. nah. thats enough break ups for one day. he should understand anyway.) is really a look on me.

by this time ive gotten to the astronomy tower. my mind works fast, but i work faster. its just that grind mentality. when my dad died, i realized sometimes shits gonna happen but you gotta deal. the grindset never stops.

now i have to wait. knowing draco he is going to take his sweet time. well, not sweet, he made that clear. not a hufflepuff my ass.

its true though. hes definiely not sweet.

I strut up to the balcony and put my hands on the ledge spread apart. i look at the horizon stoicly.

i unbutton a few buttons on my shirt.

i looove views like this, like the mountains, the trees, and everything. i dont know many girls who do. i bet eloise doesnt. pansy might, just cause shes cool. 

you see, two hours ago (when I was still dracos girlfriend-lover-fuck- no wait, good fuck) i wouldnt have said that. i shake my head fondly. changing is so healing. emotionally and mentally as well.

suddenyl the door swings open. Draco- no wait fuck. I mean, Malfoy, enters. 

"You are seeming rather desperate there. I mean you just got together with Rsb, and you already calling me?"

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