The Boy Next Dorm (drako x reader

Venimus

The days pass in a blur. suddenly two weeks. I have been dwelling as if half alive. I have taken to late night walks in the castle after everyone is asleep as a way to cope with losing the one i love. I am a night stalker n shi. I stalk the shadows. My dormates are always like "where u going, its past curfew"

and i respond "out." i have entered a new epoch. it is new year new yn. i take no shit from anyone. voldemort (my professor) is like "ughhh answer this questionughhhh" and i simply don't. 

he is pissed but he doesn't take points off cuz he knows i miss draco. he isn't dead, but he is dead to me. i m so frustrated. sexually.

the thing is, i have dormates who have just gone through breakups too, so the dorm is never empty to blow off steam. iykyk.

i put my hand against the wall and feel the wall as i walk. the cold helps with the burning cornucopia of emotions i feel on the inside. it perfectly juxtaposes the pain in my heart. im like "ow" cuz of the emotions and then the cold makes me be like "ow" but from the cold and it makes me forget about the "ow" from the emotions. im a storm raging. 

but lately, ive just been numb. he sent me a letter, but i gave it to jim and asked him to throw it out or throw it in the ocean. rip it. burn it. idc.

he read it. he would stop me and be like "youve gotta hear this" but id be like "nah i don't. i don't gotta do anything. i take nothing from anyone. i am new."

and he was like "but wait-" and i would just leave. 

now, im walking, and i decide to walk in an abandoned corridor, peristylium esque. it faces the garden and i can feel the wind. the moonlight casts a nice blue shadow on the floor. 

i suddenly trip over something. and i go "umph" and i hear something go "oomph" as well. i look down and i am met with jim.

"hi" he says, his eyes red, exhaling smoke. he is sitting in the moonlight, so i lowkey dont know how i didn't notice him. too absorbed in my poetic thoughts. 

then, i notice a figure next to him in the shadowed section cast over from the columns. he is looking up at me and we make eye contact as my breath hitches.

i turn around and start to walk off in a huff but he catches my wrist, turning me around.

"y/n-" he starts

"no you can't be doing this, just disappearing."

"please-"

"i'm leaving."

i start to run off, but he grabs my shoulder and pushes me against the wall, putting his forearm against my chest to keep me in place. 

"just listen to me, yeah?" he spits out.

i look at him. draco. for the first time, and boy am i surprised by what i find. 

he looks different. yk i thought he had been kissing girls, but he looks like he was kissed by a dementor. 

"i-i missed you"

"fuck off"

he leans in to kiss me and i immediately kiss him back. his arm between us drops, allowing me to close the space. his hand goes to the back of my head and i pull on his tie to bring him down. but then i remember that ive spent the last two weeks lowkey hating him.

i push him back and he stumbles a little. i then slap him and his head snaps to the side. caught slackin. bet he wasnt expecting that. biyotch. 

i hear a gasp come from down the hall in jim's direction followed by an exhale (of smoke).