Dynecia's Book of Poems

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I thought about writing some cheesy poem
You know the ones I always wrote you
But I don't think you deserve it.
I think you deserve to know depression you put me into.
I don't think you deserve to hear me
Talk about the good old days.
I think you need to know that I spent sophomore year in a drug induced haze.
I didn't do hard core drugs I promise
But I took enough aspirin to put me in a daze
I think you should know that I didn't cut
I want you to know I kept my promise
But there's other ways of self harm
Than slitting your wrist
I allowed you to break me
Father than I'd ever been before
I was broken and alone
Do you want to know more
I actually tried to end it
I took more pills then I should have that night
But I woke up somehow
I guess my body didn't want to give up the fight
You know what the best part of all of this is
I woke up someone else completely
Because all though I was still hurt
I knew that not even I could defeat me.