Her Alone

Chapter 9

Prerna's POV

I am home now as Today we only had 4 classes. The school went okay okay. I was really fucking tired now but I don't know why I can't sleep.

So to sleep I started remembering all the things that happened today in my mind as this really help to sleep sometimes.

So, the first period was economics and I really like economics so I found it really easy. In this period, Naksh was continuously smiling at me non-stop which was making blush so hard as I thought he was adoring me.

After economics, the second period i.e. English was started. A boy whose name I don't know as I didn't pay any attention to the introductions made by the students the other day was continuously arguing with mam and making silly jokes which helped in passing the time. Naksh and me spent this period laughing and making comments as to how can a student be so disrespectful.

The third period, which was Accounts was alot exhausting as our mam was dictating the notes like a bullet train which we had to write in a very fast pace in order not to miss anything. Accounts teacher is really strict so we couldn't speak anything and were only studying seriously although Naksh glanced at me after every few minutes but I ignored his glances.

Then, the most favourite time of every school student came which was of recess!!... I met my girl-friends and were going with them to the playground and then I saw those disgusting faces again which ruined my day perfectly.
When I was drinking water from the water cooler I don't know why they all were looking at me but I didn't even spare them a look. They didn't deserve my soft side after what they have done.

I went with my friends and sat somewhere with a shade as today was a very hot day.

After the recess got over, I bid my friends bye as we all are in different classes.

The fourth period and the last period was Business Studies. We were going to attend the first lecture as the teacher has been absent from a long time. The period went smoothly with little laughing and learning the concepts. The teacher is very friendly which was why the whole class was enjoying the period.

Naksh was ignoring me in this period and didn't know why. I tried to talk to him for a few times but he didn't respond. I got anxious again as I was again going to lose a friend. He didn't even looked my way for once.
At least he could talk to me. I don't even know why he was upset. Only if he would have communicated then maybe I would have cleared the misunderstanding or his upset behaviour.

Tired of trying to talk to him, I gave up.
As I know the more you hold onto people, the more they will want to slip away.

But I know I just couldn't give up on the friendship so soon. So after the last period and the bell rang, I said bye to him but he still didn't respond. I waited for his respond for like 2 minutes but he never spoke so I started to walk away.
But as if he has seen the disappointment, sadness and anxiousness of losing a friend in me, he said bye to me which at least made me smile as he didn't hurt me.

I still can't figure out what I said or did wrong that hurted him and he stopped responding to me. But when I think back, he helped me, made me his friend, we smiled and played games with each other and he even gave me a nickname.

Yes, Peru is the nickname which he gave me. As he thinks that I am very much like the country of Peru in South America.

He said that I was

Just like the rainbow mountains in Peru, always bright and colourful.

Just like potato and as Peru is the origin of potato. He even told me I was like a potato which is essential in almost every dish and makes the dish super delicious. And he described me as potato because he thought that I would mix up with any person and make their life blissful. He even told me that I am cute just like a round potato.

Just like Peru has one of the most diverse landscapes in the world which made it beautiful he said that my intelligence, pretty smile and a divine soul made me beautiful in every aspect.

The way he described me as Peru, I just adored him. I loved his adoration towards me so much. I liked him. He is a good person. But him being upset with me is really upsetting me too!

What should I do?????

Should I call him?

"But you don't have his number silly girl." My inner soul told me.

Fuck! I didn't even ask for his number. Maybe he was upset because of this? But I don't think that a joyous person like him would be upset at such a small thing.
Maybe its something bigger.
Think Prerna, think...

And then it striked me.
Did he came to know about my past from anyone?

Fuck! What if he did????
What will I say to him?
But its just have been a day since we have become friends. Obviously I would not tell him so fast.
But maybe he is not upset but angry?
Maybe he thinks its my fault?
Maybe he doesn't like me now?

Oh my god !!!! What will I do now????

Hey loveyyss!
How are you guys? Long time no see💜

I know this is a very short update but I just want their story to be little more specific so I want to make everything very descriptive. Also I have to go now so I thought why not to leave this chapter as a cliffhanger?😉

Also what do you guys think as to why is Naksh so upset?
Is it because of her past?
Or maybe something else?
Comment what you think!💞
I will surely update soon just give me some time.❤️

Sorry I became too busy in my life😅..
I had my exams in March and all my March went with sleepless nights and alot of stress.

And then I had a vacation of 10 days in which I just wanted to relax. So sorry guys!🥲

And now my senior secondary school has been started. It has been 4 days. I am really busy and exhausted after school as I also have to go to coaching classes. Also I have to catch up with the new subjects so it is taking time for me to adjust.

I hope you guys understand!

But I will make sure I will update more often from now.

Again sorry!😩

Okay now! I am very sleepy 🥱

Good night loveyyss ❤️🌃
Sweet dreams🤍
Panda 🐼