Part 22

1 0 0
                                    

Asher Pov

Aloisia has been in recovery physically. mentally and emotionally and mentally, she's in pain. So have I but I can't let her down. she bought the onesie to tell me I was going to be a dad. she's sleeping currently. her and Sig's birthday is coming up soon and she says she'll be fine before then. I doubt it. this is a big loss for both of us. her dad just came in the palace. he hugs me and says, "I'm so sorry. if you need, go take a few minutes to yourself. I'll be here with Aloisia." I say, "Thank you. she probably needs her dad right now." he smiles and I give him a slight smile and left to train. if she needs me, I won't be to far away. 

Aloisia's Pov

I see my dad and I sit up. he says, "Sig told me what happened. sweetheart, I am so sorry." I started to tear up while smiling. I say, "not your fault, daddy. it's mine. I felt the blood. if I knew sooner, I could've prevented it with magic or -" he puts his hand up to stop me. "Magic can't prevent something this awful from happening, honey. you know that. being a wolf and knowing to do magic doesn't mean that it can be stopped." I look him dead in the eyes and said, "I just wanted my baby. Ash's and I's baby. is that too much to ask for? don't Ash and I deserve to be a mom and dad?" dad hugs me while I silently cry and I whisper, "I want my baby, dad. I want to be a mom." he kisses the top of my head and whispers, "I know, honey, I know." 

after dad left after two hours being here, I decided to go see Asher. I got dressed after showering for the first time in 4 days. I changed into his dress 

 I changed into his dress 

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

I say, "hi honey." he looks at me, runs to me and hugs me. I say, "oh, Ash." he looks at me and said, "I didn't think we'd start trying." I sadly smile. "I didn't expect it to happen. I love you. and when the time is right, our little rainbow bridge baby will come to us." he smiles, wraps his arms around my waist and says, "I love you too. I hope they will look exactly like you. and it's nice to see you in a light colors for a change." I cuddle into my husband and say, "when we do get pregnant, I hope it's twins since twins ran in your family." he smiles and says, "you have this whole vision in your head, don't you?" I nodded and he grabs my hand as we go for a walk and he says, "tell me." 

I put my hand in his arm and say, "when I was younger, I always saw a small house in the smallest part of town. I always thought my husband would have powers like me or sig so I wouldn't be outcast in the marriage. I thought we'd run as wolves together. I saw myself as a stay at home mom. I wanted a big family. my mom told me not to have kids because I was part wolves and if I was in my wolf form, I'd give birth as a wolf. she thought it would traumatize my children. I didn't care. I wanted a big family. still do. I prayed, hopeful, that I'd find the love of my life." 

he smiles and asks jokingly, "did you?" I smile and said, "of course. he's a twin. I fell in love with him as soon as I laid my eyes on him." he kissed my head and I ask, "what about you?" he looks at me and says, "I found my true love. I married her and intend to grow old with her." I smile and ask, "how old?" and he says, "old enough that we're wrinkly and don't remember who put the kettle on for tea." I laugh and say, "I love that. I love you, Ash." he smiled from ear to ear and said, "I love you more, Aloisia." 

we went for a walk in the gardens with my sister and Syrmir. Syr asks, "how are you guys doing?" Sig nudges him and I say, "no need to nudge him, Sig. and to answer your question, we are healing. we just talked about our future and what it would look like. but, when the time is right, we'll try for a little baby. and I am going to take a break from dark clothing for a while." my sister smiled and said, "I'm proud of you. both of you." we thank her and we go back to the palace where dad was waiting in the ballroom. Sig and I look at our husbands confused. I ask, "Syr, Ash. did you guys have anything to do with this?" Ash said, "yes. but it was your dad's idea." I hugged my father tight and he says, "it's alright, my princess." I say, "I love you forever." he smiles, kisses my head and we danced with our husbands and father til the sun went down. 

11:00

as we were taking the decorations down, I say, "Ash." his head perked up and I say, "let's not try to get pregnant for a few months. I want to grieve the one we lost first." he smiles and said, "of course. we will honor the baby." 

we had dinner, we went for a walk in our gardens and I went to see my dad. I say, "dad?" he smiles up at me and says, "hey honey. you guys doing good." I nodded and he hugged me. I say, "I never thanked you for everything when I was little. you were by my side when I was transforming into a wolf. even as wolf, you still stood by me when mom didn't want to. I love you, dad. Thank you." he says, "no need to thank me. I was just filling the role as your dad. your mom might be absent and frankly, something else. but, no matter what, I'll always be here for all four of you. Even when you have little ones around." I squeezed him and after a while, went home to my husband. I open our bedroom door to see him fast asleep. I smiled, changed and got into bed. I move the hair out of Asher's face, kissed his head as lightly as I could and fell asleep beside him. 

Loki's sonWhere stories live. Discover now