Loki's son

part 32

Ali's pov

I've been showing the twins the Magic that their mom could do. Asena has a bit of magic in her but we're not going to make her use it until she's a little older and wants to use it. Asher walks in as his wolf form and I run my fingers through his fur. He transforms back and he says, "I was at my mother's grave. I've been missing her a bit. I wish she could've met her grandchildren." I smile and say, "from what you've told me, she sounds lovely. I wish I could've met her." He kissed me and said, "I wish you could've too, honey." I lay into him as we hold our twins. They've been fussy all night and now they are settling down. I say to Ash, "can we wait a year or two before we get pregnant again? It felt like a year being pregnant with the twins." He smiles, laughed and said, "whenever you need." And I fall asleep with the twins on my chest

Ashers pov

I slowly pick my twins up and put them in their crib. I look at my wife, sleeping infront of the crib. (She's been getting up in the middle of the night. I've tried getting up with them, but Ali feels the need to). I pick up my wife and place her into our bed and on my side. Her side has the baby monitor so I sit over there. I face her and wrap my arm around her waist. I put my head to hers.

2 hours later

She woke up and looked at me confused. She asks, "where's our babies?" I say to her, "they are with my brother. He thought they should be with Lev and Bell. He knew how much you needed a bit of sleep." She smiled and say, "okay. But I'm not used to them not being by me at all. It makes me feel like a bad mom." I cup her face and said, "you are many things. But you are not a bad mom. You just need to learn how to be away for a few minutes." She nodded and lays on me. she stills feels guilty for what happened with Sena and Sig. She is trying not to cry. I just think she needs an afternoon to herself without the babies. I feel like a awful husband. I couldn't wake up to help her. Like my wife said, I was unconscious the whole time until Sig dropped my daughter and my wife jumps off the balcony to save her. Ali just needs to feel supported, loved, and assured that she's not an awful mom, wife, or queen.

Ali's Pov

My husband gives me the 4 babies since I haven't seen them since my twins fell asleep. I dress into this 

I dress the baby girls in mini dresses somewhat the same as me. my son just wears an outfit with the same colors. I grab their stroller and take a walk through the village. I think of how Sig was my best friend and how could she try to MURDER her own children. I could never.  I love my nieces and my children more than I love myself.  I fell in love with Ash when I was young and many adventures have happened. we've been through so much together. and now I suddenly feel like a burden to my own husband. I stopped walking and crouch down to see the 4 babies that rely on me. I smile back at them and try not to cry happy tears, glad that they are alright. 

at home 

I see Ash and Sy putting locks on the doors and windows so Sig can't get into the house. I put a protection spell around the palace and village. once Sy takes his children from my arms, I go into our ballroom with Ash and ask, "Am I a burden to you?" his smiled dropped and says, "of course you're not, my love. why do you ask that stupid question?" I say, "I ask because you have had to deal with so many of my problems of mine. like my mother and now Sig. I feel like I'm either a burden or a failure. I'm trying to be a mom, wife, a queen, an aunt, many things." he hugs me and says, "I love you so much. you are doing the best you can, Ali. you are the best wife, a great new mom, an extraordinary queen and aunt." he kisses me and dances with me as I keep my eyes on him and the babies. I say, "hopefully all of our babies aren't twins. I don't know how many babies I can keep up with." he laughs and agrees.