Fated

13 - Disturb

Bright

Thank you and please take care of them a very beautiful woman come and happily talk to me. Them, i ask her. Yes, i know you will love them sincerely. Good bye she said and leave me in a big room. I am trying to look for the door but i cant find any. I keep walking  but still dont find any door. I am getting tired and scare. Suddenly i hear phi mile voice and he is waiting for me at the door.. bright he call me softly and i finally open my eyes and see phi mile beside me. I am so scare and immediately hug him. He calmly caress my back and hug me tight. Then when i calm down i felt really embarassed and start blushing. I am glad he did not tease me and look very calm even after our big argument.

He look differ today. He barely talk with us. He just smile when bobo call and kiss him. I am sorry for being rude i slowly said. He look at me and reply. Its ok, dont worry.  I nod and look at bobo. But i cant fully  focus on bobo because phi mile acting weird. Bobo is it okay for you to play with papa only he suddenly ask ask his son. Bobo look at him and finally nod. Excuse me, he said and leave both of us alone.

Beep i receive another message.  Its weird actually. On what reason phi bible  keep mesaging me. Its really ackward for me to reply and ignore his message.
I really dont know how to react. Its easier to response if any woman try to hit on me. But with phi bible, i really cant understand his purpose being friendly.  Sorry phi, i am busy and not in thailand now i reply when he ask for boxing sparing.  Maybe next time i said and end the conversation.  Bobo who now lay on my body look sulky when i ignore him by keep thinking of his daddy and focus on phi bible mesage. sorry baby i said and kiss his nose and he back to happy kids again.

I look at bobo features and he remind me of the girl who keep coming in my dream lately. She always look so sad and worried. But she never talk to me untill last night. She look so bright and happy and talk to me for the first time. Is she bobo mother i talk to myself. I never see any picture of her here, and i felt bad to ask anyone about someone who already pass away. So i just let it go and kiss bobo again.

Lets call grandpa and daddy to eat i said and carry bobo on my back. He is enjoyong his ride until we arrive at our room. Bobo dont make papa too tired phi mile said a bit firm.  Its okay i hurrily said. What do you want he ask. I felt a bit hurt because its sound like we are disturbing him. Sorry to disturb, its lunch time i said and hurrily turn around and leave the room.  I hug  bobo with my left hand and help grandpa with my right hand.  Grandpa i think you should use lower bedroom. I am worry i said while helping him. He just laugh and said. Your grandma will angry if i sleep other room. That make me stop and look at grandpa. You are romamtic i said and both of us laugh happily.
Where is mile grandpa ask when we sit on the table. He is busy i reply and look at our room.  He is stuborn and always like this, he should eat even he is busy.
Thank you for taking care of bobo. We will miss you when you leave later he said. I smile and said. I will come again if   i can. Dont worry i said try to comfort the oldman. Suddenly i felt someone sit beside me. I turn to him and hurrily turn back to bobo. I felt so hurt with phi mile tone before. I keep feeding bobo when he try to feed me. I shake my head. I am not hungry i said slowly looking into his eyes to prevent bobo hear what i said. Then i focus on bobo and ignore phi mile and only reply to grandpa question.  Are you full i ask bobo and he nod happily. I look at phi mile and grandpa who now casually talking after their lunch. Lets go i said and excuse ourself. You can ask helper if you are hungry later phi mile said to me and then continue talking to his grandpa. After that i stay in bobo room. Phi mile dont even come to us and being busy the whole day.

Are you full again i ask bobo after his dinner. He nod and look at me. Papa eat too bobo said. No thank you baby i am not hungry i said and again excuse ourself. That make phi mile stop looking at his phone and look at us who now walking to bobo room. I need to change his pyjamas.  Papa are you sad bobo ask me. Maybe he can felt that i felt hurt on phi mile attitude toward me.  But i cant say anything because i ask him to leave me alone. No i am not, papa just tired i said and help him to change. Bobo suddenly hold my face and kiss my nose.. thank you baby i said and become teary. I hug him tight and softly sobbing.  Bobo love papa he said and again kiss me.

Bright what happen suddenly phi mile come and ask. Nothing i reply and wipe my tears. You need to rest, you are baby sitting bobo the whole day he said. Its ok, i love to do it before we go back i said. No, let his nanny accompany him tonight he said firmly. No, i dont want to disturb you i reply fastly. No you are not and where that come from he ask. No where i just tired. Can you please leave me alone i ask slowly. He look at me and slowly walk out the room. Bobo who can felt my sadness hug me tight. Lets get ready to sleep. Papa so tired today i said and bobo clever boy nod and smile at me.