finally free?

heartbreak

This is set Halfway through the party
Octavias self esteem was very high because of the amount she has drank

(Octavias pov)

"This is actually a good party!"

Heck yea it is!

Can i... tell you something?

"Sure. What's up?"

Ever since the day we met...

The only thing I've been able to think about is you...

Freya, I think...

I think im falling in love with you...

"Uhm, fuck. This is gonna make me seem really shitty, Octavia..."

"Your really sweet, but I can't be with you..."

Oh?

"I'm not gay, octavia..."

Th-thats ok!

I'm just gonna go to the bathroom.

I'll be back.

As soon as I shut the door i fell to my hands and knees with gravity I had never experienced before

I felt as if I had just been stabbed in the heart and the blade was being twisted

I sat there, on the floor, hyperventilating and trying my Hardest not to be loud or to cry

*knock knock*

"Yo? via? You in here? It's loona."

I quickly controlled my voice.

H-hello? Yea I'm in here.

"Ok I'm coming in."

She shut the door behind her as she entered and then sat on the edge of the bathtub

"I saw you leave. You looked upset. Too much booze?"

No its... it's not that...

"Then what is it?"

I did what you said too... I told her how I felt straight up...

"Well... I'm assuming she rejected you?"

Yea... it hurts so fucking bad loona.

"I remember my first heart break. I was around 6-7 and the woman who was fostering me gave me back to the shelter for being "useless" I know how much it hurts..."

You do... don't you...

"Need anything?"

I think I just need some space...

"Ok, text me if ya need anything later."

Mhm.

I couldn't leave this bathroom...

Not after what I had done...

I'd just have to stay here until the party was over...

•loona, can you do me a favor?•

Loona •depends what it is 😂•

•If anyone asks you where I am or what happened with me. Tell them I blacked out and went to bed. Ok?•

Loona •sure•

I sat on the floor for seemingly forever

*bzzzzzzzzt bzzzzzzzzt bzzzzzzzzt*

It was a call from dad

I composed myself and stood infront of the door before answering the face time

Hey dad!

"Hello my owlet! How's everything going?"

Everything is going just fine.

"Wonderful, we will be home tomorrow evening. Make sure you girls eat something other than junk food for dinner."

Eheh ok dad .

In the background I could here papa telling him to hurry off the phone

"Well I've got to go. Me and blitzy are going to have tons of fun~"

Gross dad didn't need to know that.