VOUS ET MOI (You And I)

CHAPTER 35

Khione

I'm in my house right now after ko Kasi sa N.U Dina ako dumiretcho Ng B.U dahil masakit Ang katawan ko imimeet ko nalang sila via zoom.

In the middle of discussion I heard the door of my office in my house click. someone just enter into my room Diko Kasi nilock Kasi mag-isa lang Naman Ako.

Only my mommy and my Baby knows my passcode so nasa dalawa Ang papasok Ngayon.Nakaregister din Kasi Ang fingerprint Ng dalawa sa may main door ko. Naka Korean style Kasi Ang bahay ko gawa Ng pakaarte Ng nanay ko sa buhay.

"Excuse me students but I have my baby here" I smiled at my Babylove walking towards my direction sinandal ko Ang katawan ko sa aking Swivel chair.

"Can I sit on your lap?I need you" mahinang sabi Niya kaya tumango Naman ako and spread my arms welcoming her for my embrace.

Yumakap siya sakin habang nakakandong sakin siniksik Niya Ang kanyang mukha sa may leeg ko parang batang nakapulupot pa Ang mga kamay Niya sa may batok ko. I think somethings bothering her so I just caresses her back and hair.

"Ang laki na pala ng Baby mo atty."

"Hala Ang cute niyo Atty."

"Ama Namin kailan po Ang amin"

"Kita mo yan Lord gusto ko din po maganyan"

I just chuckled to my students comment upon seeing our situation.

"How's your day Baby?" Mahinang tanong ko sa kanya

Napabuntong hininga Naman Muna siya bago ako sinagot

"Exhausted" mahinang sabi Niya

"Why?" Umiling siya I know may sasabihin ito pero mas pipiliin na Naman niyang manahimik.

"hey if there is something bothering you, tell me makikinig ako"

Natahimik Muna siya Nang ilang Segundo bago bumuntong hininga.

"Love, I'm your girlfriend kapag may something bothering you, you can tell me I'll listen mmm don't hesitate to tell me everything"

"I'm tired from school e, I want to rest for awhile. Studying Criminology is so hard. I-i have a lot of things to do you know that? Hindi ko na alam Kung alin Ang uunahin ko e nabrebreak down ako Kasi nahihirapan ako sa pag-aaral ko Love, kaya gusto kong magrest Wala Namang masakit sakin Wala din akong ginawa pero bakit parang drain na drain ako? Iisipin ko palang lahat Nang gagawin nahihirapan na ako e."

" Some people might said papasok kalang Naman uupo at makikinig, bakit ka mapapagod? They will never understand how mentally and emotionally tiring at school, yes nakaupo lang at nakikinig lang ako. But what about the pressure that I feel? My disappointment if my score wasn't that high. The stress I'm feeling when I don't understand the lessons that is gradually tiring me Khione. The fact that I am a slow learner"

"I'm just acting sometimes that I'm not caring about my grades since my parents isn't pressuring me but as a student it's my responsibility to study to pass knowing that my parents are both professional same through with my brother and sister. I'm pressured by my own self not having enough sleep always tired because of the overload school works, acting unbothered to my scores but I'm also crying when I got low grades. I'm not grade conscious but thinking that grades is also important especially when you choose your future Job and professionalism is make me more so anxious. I'm trying my best to understand everything Naman to get a high grade but I still ended up failing. Going to school is so draining seeing my classmates especially my friends who look good at school it's not that I'm comparing my sarili to them it's just make me cry knowing that I'll never experience those things no matter how hard I try love."