My eyes were watering even more. Because the way he looked just so broken made my heart tremble.
"Tell me Akio....just tell me."
I closed my eyes tightly still finding an answer to his question. But I couldn't come with any convincing answer. What exactly he did to me?
"Rindou.... please....."
"Please what....?"
"Just kill me."
I somehow let those words out. I don't think I will be able to live like this anymore. I can't take this guilt anymore. At this point I just want to die.
He slowly held the knife and threw it away. Because from what happened earlier I have noticed one thing. That I have fallen for Rindou. I know it's ridiculous but I can't help it. That's why death sounds better.
"Please I beg you..... Kill me."
I looked at him. I know I have fallen for a wrong person. But I can't really control my emotions at all.
Rindou signed loudly and held my face.
"I know Akio it's hard for you. Being with a criminal like me.... On top of that you are against me aren't you? "
I hummed as he was still in the same position.
"I never had any weak point. But since I met you, I have realized that now I have a weak point too."
He looked straight into my eyes as I could feel my heartbeat fastening.
"You know why I let you try stabbing me. Because I knew you won't do it. "
He came closer and joined our foreheads.
"Just stay with me Akio. All I want is you to be by my side."
"But how am I supposed to-"
He peck my lips stopping me from talking.
"Let's stop talking about it now. Go get freshen up."
I nodded. I wrapped the blanket and went towards bathroom
Rindou's POV
She turned me into a total different person. Fact that we met just a week ago and now she has became everything to me.
I never felt guilty after sleeping with someone. I even forced some before but now? Even though she allowed me that feeling of guiltiness is stuck in my mind.
I can understand her condition. For her I am an enemy, a criminal. Of course she is blaming herself to give in...in front of someone like me.
I can bet my life that she does feel something towards me. But she's fighting between her duty and her feelings. And I am the one responsible for all of this.
I kidnapped her solely because I found her intresting and rather beautiful. I just wanted to have a little bit of fun but it turned out to be something totally different.
I want to keep her with me forever. I want to see her smile happily at me. I want to cherish her in the best way possible. At some point I am dreaming about a family where she will be my wife-
My train of delusional thoughts stopped as reality hit me. Is that even possible? I wanted to laugh at myself. It's true she might end up loving me but she'll never accept me.
At the end I am a criminal against whom she's fighting. What the funniest thing is I always get what I want. I have to use terrible ways sometimes but at the end everything happens the way I want it to.
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Devils Of Bonten [Tokyo Revengers ff]
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