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My eyes were watering even more. Because the way he looked just so broken made my heart tremble.

"Tell me Akio....just tell me."

I closed my eyes tightly still finding an answer to his question. But I couldn't come with any convincing answer. What exactly he did to me?

"Rindou.... please....."

"Please what....?"

"Just kill me."

I somehow let those words out. I don't think I will be able to live like this anymore. I can't take this guilt anymore. At this point I just want to die.

He slowly held the knife and threw it away. Because from what happened earlier I have noticed one thing. That I have fallen for Rindou. I know it's ridiculous but I can't help it. That's why death sounds better.

"Please I beg you..... Kill me."

I looked at him. I know I have fallen for a wrong person. But I can't really control my emotions at all.

Rindou signed loudly and held my face.

"I know Akio it's hard for you. Being with a criminal like me.... On top of that you are against me aren't you? "

I hummed as he was still in the same position.

"I never had any weak point. But since I met you, I have realized that now I have a weak point too."

He looked straight into my eyes as I could feel my heartbeat fastening.

"You know why I let you try stabbing me. Because I knew you won't do it. "

He came closer and joined our foreheads.

"Just stay with me Akio. All I want is you to be by my side."

"But how am I supposed to-"

He peck my lips stopping me from talking.

"Let's stop talking about it now. Go get freshen up."

I nodded. I wrapped the blanket and went towards bathroom

Rindou's POV

She turned me into a total different person. Fact that we met just a week ago and now she has became everything to me.

I never felt guilty after sleeping with someone. I even forced some before but now? Even though she allowed me that feeling of guiltiness is stuck in my mind.

I can understand her condition. For her I am an enemy, a criminal. Of course she is blaming herself to give in...in front of someone like me.

I can bet my life that she does feel something towards me. But she's fighting between her duty and her feelings. And I am the one responsible for all of this.

I kidnapped her solely because I found her intresting and rather beautiful. I just wanted to have a little bit of fun but it turned out to be something totally different.

I want to keep her with me forever. I want to see her smile happily at me. I want to cherish her in the best way possible. At some point I am dreaming about a family where she will be my wife-

My train of delusional thoughts stopped as reality hit me. Is that even possible? I wanted to laugh at myself. It's true she might end up loving me but she'll never accept me.

At the end I am a criminal against whom she's fighting. What the funniest thing is I always get what I want. I have to use terrible ways sometimes but at the end everything happens the way I want it to.

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