Ch 30. thoughts

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Gabriel
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She was crying in a corner of my room
I couldn't see her like that
I knew that she wasn't only crying for what happened with her parents but also with what happened between us

I know that she hadn't forgive me
Even though she said everything was fine I could see it in her eyes

She wasn't sure if she should trust me or not
And I don't blame her
I wouldn't trust me either

"I'm not crying about that Gabriel" she said and looked up at me
"What"?

"I know what you are thinking but it's not that" she said and wiped her tears away

I approached her and sat to the floor next to her and rested my head back to the wall

"Don't lie to me Princess I know you are still mad at me" I said and looked at her

"Yeah maybe a little bit" "I'm trying my best for this relationship but sometimes is hard to show love to someone when I don't even love myself" she said and closed her eyes while talking a big breath

"No....no, don't say that" I said and brushed her cheek
"I understand the position that you are now that's why I'm trying to help"

"If by helping you mean doing everything and make me feel worthless then thank you" she said laughing

I looked at her speechless

"Ohhh don't look at me like that"
"You know that I love you" she said and kissed me

I kissed her back and looked at her
"Do I actually make you feel like that" I asked

While I looked at her something inside me changed
I didn't know how to react
Do I actually make her feel that way
Does she mean all this stuff or she is just mad and she doesn't know what she is saying

Does she actually loves me ?

"Sometimes yes"
"I feel like I never had the chance to show you how much I love you" she said and got up

"I just feel like when I'm with you all my emotions and my actions get stuck, in a good way"
"And I'm getting lost in your love and your beautiful eyes" she said and took a big breath

"When I'm with you I understand what real love is"
"I never had someone to love me so much as you that's why I don't know how to act"
"You were my first love Gabriel, my only love" she said and came closer

I got up and looked at her
"I know princess" I said and touched her cheek
"I know" I said and kissed her while I pushed her back and she fall to the bed

"I love you" she said while moaning

For the next hour loud moans echoed the room
Clothes were thrown all over the room
And us actually making love

All the thoughts that I had before got lost somewhere between now and then

The only thing I cared about was her
I could kill for her

Amelia

We skipped school the next day
I woke up with a strong arm around my waist
I wanted to push him away but he was so peacefully sleeping that I didn't want to wake him up

Moments later Gabriel whispered in my ear
"You know I'm awake princess" He said and dragged me closer

"Now I know" I said with a small giggle and turn to look at him

He kissed me and got up
He was still naked from last night and I couldn't stop looking in his V line

"Eyes up here for now princess" He said and looked down at me

This height difference always killed me but at the same time it made him more attractive

I got up and wore one of my favorite t-shirts of him
It was that one specific dark blue one

I say back to his bed and waited for him to come back to the room

He opened the door and throw a per of shorts at me
"What's that" I said looking at him

"As much as I enjoy starting at your naked wet pussy I don't think my parents will enjoy this view" he said and sat next to me

"Are you Okey princess" He asked and opened the TV that had to his room

"Yeah I'm just thinking" I said and felt his strong arms hugging

For the rest of the day we were watching movies and gossiping like we were 13 year old girls
Not that I'm complaining, I was feeling so happy

But still I wasn't feeling myself
I think that since Gabriel came to my life I became someone else in a really young age

Sometimes I'm thinking about having a break from all this
I just want to find myself

Right now I'm lost inside my broken pieces and I'm trying to find me in an other person's heart

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Author's note

How is everyone doing......
Just to let you know that this book is slowing coming to an end

BUT NOT YET DON'T WORRY WE STILL HAVE LONG WAY

but yeah....please don't be a silent reader and please comment

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