Ex~ w/ Neymar jr

Part 20-Space

"J?" I heard Matt call out.

"I got our food, can I talk to you for a minute?" 

"And hour? For McDonald's?"

"I stopped at Ashanti's I- I wanted to see if you were ok."

"Oh really? Because Ashanti's house is 10 minutes away from here. Where were you?"

"I went to the park and walked around, to think."

"Alright."

"But- please can we talk?"

"About?"

"Sit please." 

I sat down next to him on the couch, he was weirdly vulnerable.

"I feel like your angry."

"Mmm."

"Please Jayla, what's wrong." I could hear him say the words, but no matter how he said them they didn't seem to mean much to me.

"I- I uhm, I'm not feeling so well you know."

"Jayla, I'm your boyfriend. You can talk to me."

"If I tell you... please don't yell."

"I won't I promise." He said holding my hands, though he only mad them colder.

"I ran into Neymar at the awards."

"Goddddd everything has to be about him doesn't it?"

"Matt-"

"So that's why? Were you fucking him?"

"Matt, I wouldn't."

"Fine, whatever. Just eat."

"We can talk after."

Great just more shit to worry about, now Matt was actually trying to be my boyfriend just for him to keep being a dick. He used to be nice, he used to be that guy you could count on. But now he's so short tempered, and it was fucking annoying.

I just needed a day away from everyone: Matt, Neymar, Ashanti. I needed some time to think, just me and my thoughts. Talking to Neymar last night was great, we didn't acknowledge the hell hole we were in. We just talked as if we were just old friends, and I mean, friends don't ditch one of the biggest social events of the year to have sex.

Not that I'm complaining.

That night was easily the best I ever had, and I don't think it would ever really be possible for me to forget it... to forget him. I knew I needed space but I didn't know how to get it, and since she was the master of men I called Ashanti.

"Ashanti help."

"Another man crisis?"

"I want space to think, away from everyone."

"Girrrrrlll, I can't tell you how many days I've had like that. What your gonna do is your gonna get a hotel, tell Matt only that your leaving and have the day for you."

"Alright, thanks babe. I'll see you tomorrow."

"Come by anytime."

"Bye."

I hung up the call went to tell Matt.

"Hey Matt, I'm gonna stay at Ashanti's house for like 2 days, if that's alright with you."

"Yea, uhm we should talk when you get back."

"Alright."

I got a backpack and put 2 outfits in. I grabbed my phone, my charger, perfume, and some headphones, dropping them in my bag as well. I grabbed my car keys and left the apartment. I walked out to my car and got in. I drove to a Holiday Inn and walked up to the front desk.