Ex~ w/ Neymar jr

Part 21-Shattered

I woke up to his strong chest and his familiar scent, and his eyes looking down to me. I laid in his arms, looking back up at him.

"Morning." He said smiling.

"Morning." I said smiling as well.

"I think that was the best sleep I've had in years." I said.

"Really? Not the hotel sleep?"

"No way, I was covered in sweat."

"And some other stuff." He said winking.

"I have to go shower so I can go to Ashanti's. I don't know how you're gonna get out of herewith all those paps."

"I have my ways." He said kissing my cheek. 

I walked to the bathroom and got in the shower, letting the water wash over me. What was happening to me? I was giving in to him again, but that was my last thought with him. He made me feel great.

"Bye J." He said walking into the door of the bathroom.

"Bye Ney."

I heard the door shut and missed him already.

I got out of the shower and dried myself off. I put on some lotion then putting on some sweatpants and a t-shirt. I grabbed all my stuff and walked out of the hotel. I got in my car and drove to Ashanti's house, there was a lot to talk about.

On the way there I tried to call her but she didn't pick up. I wasn't sure if it was an ok time so I decided to text and if that didn't work ask once I was there.

I finally got to her house and walked in.

I walked to my boyfriend and Ashanti fucking on her couch. 

"YOU'RE FUCKING JOKING RIGHT NOW."

They turned around and looked at me in horror.

"Babe I-"

"I AM NOT, YOUR FUCKING BABE."

"SO MANY TIMES I'VE PUT UP WITH YOUR BITCHY BULLSHIT AND YOUR RUDE RANTS AND YOU... you cheat?" My voice lowered to almost a whisper at the end.

"I love you I swear, please Jayla-"

"You love me?" I mocked laughing at him.

"YOU LOVE ME!" I said laughing even harder.

"Well I guess that makes it all ok then right?"

"Jayla please I-"

"You what? You fucked my bestfriend behind my back? Was this also happening while you were supposed to be at McDonald's?"

"J I don't wanna lose you-"

"Should've thought about that while you were fucking my bestfriend."

"And you-" I said to Ashanti.

"I can't believe you, don't bother trying."

"I'm so sorry J please-"

"Don't bother."

"Oh and Matt, just so you know I fucked Neymar that night and it was better than we have ever had. And that week was the best week I have ever had, even with losing my job. So don't call, or text me... don't contact me at all. Were fucking over you asshole."

I turned and ran out, I didn't even wanna think about it. I got to my car and drove to our old apartment. I knew he would chase me here, so I ran in and quickly grabbed more of my clothes and all my toilet trees. I didn't wanna stick around to see his face, his disgusting fucking face.

I got back in my car and sadly, I wasn't fast enough.

"Jayla, let me explain."

"No, were over remember."

"Please Jayla, give me a chance."

"Ex's don't talk." I turned to get in my car, my hand on the car door and I heard him speak again.

"That didn't stop you with Neymar."

"Don't you ever dare to speak about him in comparison with you ever again." I said rushing up to him, emphasizing every word piercing him with my eyes.

"That man makes me feel like I'm in heaven every time we're even in the same room. And when I was scared you would break up with me that week he talked me out of crying over you. When I lost my job he made me eat. So I never want to hear you talk about him describing him as anything else than a fucking saint. You do not know him, so don't fucking act like it."

"I know plenty about how he treated you."

"No, you don't. You know plenty about that moment. That one moment, you know nothing about our talks, our movie nights, our dinners. Nothing."

"I still want to explain to you Jayla. I love you."

"Those words mean nothing to me coming from your mouth anymore."

"Goodbye Matt."

"I will talk to you anytime Jayla. I love you."

I got in my car and drove away. I didn't want to hear anything from him anymore. Four years, four years I was with him. And four years I thought I loved him, but that thought shattered after that moment. And love is stronger than that, it had to be.

I didn't know where I would drive, but I just drove. Neymar and I used to go on drives, to get away from people and our stresses. And well, it always worked, but always a little better with him.

I finally got to an old restaurant my family used to go to whenever someone had big news, I didn't want to eat anything. Because honestly, I think I would throw up if I did. I sat outside across the street in the parking lot, scrolling through my phone for hours until it was 6.

I just wanted to forget. I just wanted to be happy. And there was only one man capable of doing that: Neymar.

I drove to Neymar's house and knocked on the door. Just wanting to see his face.

I kissed him immediately as he opened the door, and he immediately kissed back. It was a perfect feeling, his soft lips against mine, my hands wrapped around his neck and his wrapped around my waist.

"What was that for?" He asked as I pulled away.

"I just figured something out."

"What?"

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CLIFFHANGERRRRRRRR HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA You can find out next part what she figured out 😘

I love this story so much I've really revived my love for writing with this so tysm for reading it and especially all that have supported it and me in general.

(Im prolly gonna start writing the next part rn im so bored😭)

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