Chapter/26 not again

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Diana pov
You what what Chris I cried
"Babe I, sorry "
No Chris were over I can't believe you
I ran out I went threw a ally and cried was I not good enough why was I cheated on 2 times I can't believe Chris would and so did Jack I'm just worthless my two boyfriends I ever had cheated on me I can't get hurt anymore was I too ugly I knew I didn't want to self harm but I had too I ran home I went to my room got my razors and got the blades out
I started cutting
Here's for being
Ugly
Cheated on
Worthless
A mistake
I watched the blood go down my arm it didn't feel good but I'm worthless I wrapped my arm up I know I'm not cutting agian but I had to just today I just felt to worthless I couldn't believe that I was cheated on two times I mean do I get to old to have a relationship I mean I guess being single was just my call I know that you have to let ppl go if they don't come back they weren't meant for you ?! I got a message from Chris
Chris😖:plz let me explain
Me:what is there to explain
Chris 😖:plz
Me:fine come over
He came over
Ok Chris you have five minutes
"Ok Diana I didn't mean too cheat my ex girlfriend came to my house but I told her no bc I had my best thing In my life you but then she tried to kiss my and I accepted her and we were dating but I did it bc I was lonely"
Really Chris your lonely I was worthless wasn't I we weren't a Match I made your like bad didn't I Make you feel bad did you feel bad for me that you had to go with me Chris is LOVED YOU!!!!!! But I know that we weren't so us wasn't a thing :(
"Baby I know you've been going through some things that you wanna get away but baby let me be your vacation baby you know I can make you feel better "
One don't call me baby Chris
"Baby I'm just saying" he said
Exactly Chris you were here just to make me feel better I said
"Diana take a ride with me home I know you've been sacrificeing your time and you need time to unwind so let's go and let's roll"
No Chris just leave then I broke down and started to cry and he left
Exactly I was worthless he didn't want me
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