Drugs

hazel eyed boy

"Hurry up!"

"Shut the fuck up Ella."

I walked downstairs to see her waiting by the door.

"I wanna get there before all the alcohol is gone!" She whined. I rolled my eyes.

We where going to another party taking place at a friends house. Ella grabbed my hand and began to speed walk in the direction of the party.

Ella was my best friend ever since i moved here. She's the only person I can trust but lately I haven't been feeling so much of a friend to her.

I don't talk to her as much and I'm rude to her most of the time but she already knows I'm a rude person.

When we get to the party I'm ready to forget everything and feel alive again.

I take a cup from the table filled with something. I take sip and look around.

*****

I did a few white lines and put something in my drink to help me loosen up.

My hair is a mess from dancing and I couldn't be any happier. My eyes feel heavy and they hurt. I walk away from the crowd of people to step outside for a bit.

I lean against a wall and I take a deep breath.

My head is spinning and my eye sight is blurry. When I try to balance myself to walk back inside I slip and fall on my ass.

I cursed at myself for being so weak.

I stay silent for a few minutes with my eyes closed.

When I close my eyes I see a lot of colors.

Colors that make me want match their mood. They make me want to be bright, shine and become a better person.

I try my hardest to lift myself up and succeed. I groan at the pain of my legs. I stumble over the door until I hear someone laugh outside. I walk to the side of the house and see three guys smoking weed.

Two of the guys I don't know and the other guys was Ashton. He looked high and giggled continuously.

"What the fuck are you guys doing to him?"

They looked at me unamused and shrugged. I was so angry, I felt my face turn red.

"Get the fuck out of here and leave him alone!" I stepped closer to them feeling the need to knock a few teeth out of there mouth.

"Woah calm down Barbie." One of the guys said and they laughed together. "What the fuck did you just call me?" My eyesight went red.

My fist connected with the guy's nose and I heard a crack.

I heard Ashton gasp from behind me.

"What the fuck, man."

"Oh shit, it's bleeding."

They both started panicking and I felt like just burying them alive.

"Leave!" I yelled.

They ran away and left me alone with the hazel eyed boy.

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aight den.

I'm not going to complain at how much I suck at writing right now lol. there hasn't been much (or any) Ashton+ Astrid romance yet but I'm working on it :////