Drugs

he came around

"What's happens when you're so dull?"

"What happens when you're so dull that you lose your mind? You keep chanting 'I don't know.' Or 'I don't understand'. You're very confused. You know that you've change but you don't get why or when. You don't understand that the people around you affect you. They blame you. But actually they are the ones to blame, for giving you this unsafe environment."

"You can argue about this all day.
The answer isn't very clear."

"We all have a different mind set. It's not so easy to make it through."

"Astrid, I think the weed is getting to you." Ashton told me. I was unaware I was even talking to him.

"Huh?" I stared at him wondering how he even got there.

"You're so delusional." He laughed.

"Your eyes are red, are you okay?"

"I'm fucking dandy." I told him.

"Where are we anyways?"

"We're on the roof."

"Why?"

"I don't know, I found you here."

"You resemble a stalker."

"I'm not, I promise." He laughed again.

I started seeing colors.

"Are you okay?"

"No. I never am."

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this was in my drafts