Deja Vu| Dabihawks Book

How It All Began

Dabi's POV

My father's screams echoed across the halls until I was able to hear it in my own room. Natsu had gotten him mad again, and I couldn't stand up for him without being beaten myself. Not even mom could stop him. ESPECIALLY not mom.

I curled up in my bed and covered my ears, squeezing my eyes shut. But at some point, I couldn't take it any more. I jumped off my bed and ran down the hall until I got to the living room. I looked at what was happening. Natsu was cowering against the couch, curled up in a ball. My father was kicking him, screaming about the fact that he skipped school with me. I regretted it so much. It was my fault! I was the one that wanted to train! And Natsu told me not to, but I wouldn't listen. And now he was being punished.

I wanted to tell him to stop. But I couldn't get myself to do anything. I just stood there and watched. Why couldn't I move? But I know why. If I told him that I had been training, then I would be beaten twice as hard.

"Dabi~ Wake up!" I groaned and opened my eyes. I wasn't in that house anymore. I was in the LOV base. I felt better as I immediately remembered that I finally have the power to stand up for the people I care about. And those people are my teammates.

I looked at Toga who was calling my name while I was sleeping. I was sitting on a stool and had my head resting in my arms on the bar. Toga was smiling at me on the other side. "Did you sleep good?"

I sat up all the way and shrugged. "As good as it can get, I guess."

Toga sighed and leaned down, putting her head against the bar. But she tilted her head to look at me. "Dabi? Can you go buy me some pads? I don't have anymore blood left and I need more!"

I stared at her for a few seconds before answering her. "Why me? I don't know anything about that shit."

She groaned. "I already asked the others but they all refused. I would ask Magne to, but you know why I can't."

I didn't say anything about that last part. All of us were hurt when she died, even if we don't show it. I got up and grabbed my hoodie that was laying next to me on the bar. I put it on and then walked to the door of the base. I turned my head to look at Toga. "You're paying me back."

Toga smiled at me. "Thank you!"

I left the bar and made my way to the store to get the pads for Toga. It was dark out so I didn't have to worry that much about being seen.

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After I had given the pads to Toga, she paid me back and then I left again to go to a bar. It was a gay bar. I didn't like going to those but it was the only one I was actually allowed in, due to me being a villain.

Hawks' POV

I walked into the gay bar, immediately feeling insecure. I hated gay bars, but my usual one was closed due to a villain attack near it and now it needs to be worked on.

I stepped inside and looked around. There was only guys, as you could guess. A few guys looked at me, surprised that the number 2 hero was there. But then they went back to ignoring me. I sighed and walked to the bar and sat down in front of it. I asked the bartender for a random beer and he put one in front of me. I began drinking it fast.

Earlier That Day~

"DO YOU REALIZE HOW MANY PEOPLE WERE HURT DURING THAT CRASH?! OF COURSE YOU DON'T! YOU NEVER REALIZE THOSE THINGS!" Endeavor was screaming at me about how I got to the scene a second too late. No one died, but one person broke their arm and three others are also injured.

But while Endeavor was yelling at me, I couldn't see him in front of me. All I could see was my father. He was looming over me with that angry look. My father raised his hand at me. And then I snapped out of it, remembering where I was.

Present Time~

I hated him so much now. I used to look up to him so much, but all he's been doing lately is taking everything out on me. I'm only human!

Dabi's POV

I looked across the bar, feeling dizzy. I smiled when I saw someone attractive. He looked like he was drunk. And he also looked familiar, but I couldn't quite place my finger on where I'd seen him before. I got up, stumbling, and walked over to him. I sat next to him, facing him. "You look familiar. Have we met?" My own voice sounded weird to me.

The man looked at me. He was definitely drunk. But he smiled when he saw me. "I think I would remember a pretty face like yours!"

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We had gone to the other guys' house. We hadn't told each other our names. All I knew was that my memory was hazy, but he looked familiar. He had really big, red wings. And he was hot!

The guy pushed me against the wall of the entrance. He kissed me aggressively. I put my hands up his shirt and felt his body. He was jacked! I smiled as I decided to assert dominance. I moved my hands to his wrists and flipped him around, shoving HIM against the wall instead. I put his arms above his head and pinned him.

We both decided to move to the bedroom. We continued kissing as we stumbled there. We slammed the bedroom door behind us. The guy took his shirt off and I took my own off. I pushed him onto the bed and crawled on top of him. I leaned down to kiss him again as I pulled down his pants. I broke the kiss and looked into his exhausted eyes.

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My head throbbed. I opened my eyes slowly, squinting from the light. Where was I? I sat up. I was in a big bed. The only thing from the night before that I remembered was getting drunk and then fucking someone. It felt amazing. I looked next to me at the guy. My eyes widened in horror.

There, next to me, was the Winged Hero: Hawks. The rest of the night flooded back to me. Of course! He had huge red wings. I jumped up, off of the bed, internally freaking out. Why the fuck would I do that?! I am never getting drunk again!

I tried to quickly get dressed and leave before he woke up, but as I was putting my boxers on, Hawks began to stir. My eyes widened as I looked at him. Our eyes met. As I expected, he sat up quickly and started freaking the fuck out. "What the fuck did we do?!"

I stopped trying to get dressed. I just stared at him awkwardly, wondering if he would try to attack me. But he didn't. Hawks quickly got up and back away. I blushed seeing that he was still naked. I continued to get dressed as Hawks did the same. Hawks pointed at me as he was putting his pants on. "We do not talk about this! EVER!"

I nodded, getting my sweater on. "Agreed!"

And then I left, praying to god that I would wake up and it would all be a dream. But I didn't. I had slept with a pro hero!

(Don't worry! This will have a lot of smut! I won't always do what I did this chapter and skip the smut. I only did that this time. Please enjoy the rest of the book!)