Can I Love Again?; Yeonbin

Part 13

Kai sadly looked to Soobin. Soobin barely hold his tears and asked ''but..but.. how did you k..know about it?''

''Yeonjun. We are friends now. You know Yeonjun is Beomgyu's best friend'' explained Kai.

''But i though he would never tell his feelings to anyone...'' said Soobin.

''Why? He's also human. He told his feelings to his best friend like you told to me'' explained Kai.

''But..but w..what about n..now?'' Asked Soobin by holding his tears.

''Now he's confused'' answered Kai.

''What else said Yeonjun?'' Asked Soobin.

''He said that knows that you are in love with Beomgyu'' Soobin was shocked. How he may know.

''How he knew that?'' Asked Soobin with his confused mind.

''Well he said it was clear from your moves'' answered Kai.

''Wait..how? Did he stalked me or what?'' Said Soobin still being confused.

''Umm maybe he's just careful and umm good at noticing people because hexs Virgo?'' Said Kai.

''Virgo?'' Again got wondered Soobin.

''Yes 13th September he's Virgo'' said Kai. Soobin didn't reply anything it was silence. Soobin started to cry.

''Hey Soobin please don't cry'' said Kai by noticing his tears.

''How i can be that much silly! Why i didn't act on time when he really was in love with me! Why did he changed his mind?! Is Taehyun better than me?! Or i just donxt deserve for love?!'' Screamed Soobin by crying.

''Hey Binnie.. i'ts okay'' comforted Kai and hugged him ''don't say like this you deserve for someone better. Okay?'' Said Kai.

Soobin didn't say anything he just contiuned to cry by regreting. Suddenly rain started. Time by time it started to get heavier and heavier.

''Soobin i think you have to go home'' said Kai.

''N..no i..i will go with you'' said Soobin.

''Are you sure?'' Asked Soobin by seeing Soobin which already got wet from heavy raindrops. Soobin just nodded.

They walked together.

''You know it's all happening because i don't deserve for love'' said Soobin with his tears.

''No! Don't say like that! You deserve for better you know?'' Said Kai.

''No i'm bad person thats why i'm having it's punishment!'' Cried Soobin.

''Hey Soobin! Don't say like that'' said Kai and put his hand to Soobin's shoulder. ''If you want i may make Yeonjun your boyfriend. He's really good boy'' said Kai.

''No i see you like him. So for my best friend i'm ready to give him up'' said Soobin.

''Are you sure?'' Asked Kai. Soobin looked the ground and thinked than nodded with a doubt.

''For friends i'm ready to do anything'' said Soobin.

''Awww Soobin you are so kind and spotless!'' Said Kai.

Soobin said nothing but started to cry.

''Hey Soobin don't cry i told you, you worth for more. Just bad people leave you to not make you feel worse'' said Kai.

''Okay it's okay'' said Soobin and whipped away his tears.

''What do you think will he sit with me tomorrow too?'' Said Kai with excitement

''Yeonjun?'' Asked Soobin.

''Yeah'' replied Kai.

''He will. I'm sure'' said Soobin.

''How did you know?'' Asked Kai.

''I don't know but i'm feeling that will happen'' said Soobin.

''Oh i don't think so'' said Kai ''Jey Soobin i think now you have to go home. Look you are wet from head to toe! You have no umbrella! You gonna be sick! Go home your home is far but rsin is pouring!'' Said Kai.

''Uh you know i love rain and i don't want to go home'' said Soobin.

''Soobin don't do that you are already wet you must go home okay?'' Said Kai. Soobin just nodded.

''Bye'' said Soobin and left. Rain was pouring heavily. Soobin again started to cry.

''No one can notice my tears in rain'' said Soobin. ''But why? Why no one can love me? I'm tired of being lonely!'' Screamed Soobin.

Soobin looked to the sky and closed his eyes by feeling cold raindrops on his cheeks.