Can I Love Again?; Yeonbin

Part 15

''Soobin. It's not to make you upset.. i promise. Trust me..'' said Yeonjun guiltly.

''Well why was it all?'' Asked Soobin.

''Just Beomgyu was mentioning Taehyun. He needed Taehyun's attention'' explained Yeonjun.

''Don't mess me with Taehyun. I'm Soobin okay?'' Said madly Soobin.

''We know but sorry it was my fault'' said Yeonjun.

''Why?'' Asked Soobin.

''Because i though if we talk near you, you would tell our converstation to Taehyun because he is your best friend'' said Yeonjun.

''You want me to tell him?!'' Said Soobin.

''No no. Thanks.. i just wanted to tease Taehyun'' said Yeonjun.

''It's really seems like Beomgyu doing it all by knowing my feelings'' said Soobin by giving tears up.

''Soobin. I think he doesnt care. I want you to be confident about yourself because you are my Huening's friend'' said Yeonjun.

''But i was in pain'' said Soobin.

''Because of me?'' Said Yeonjun.

''No. Beomgyu.. your friend. Now i know i worth these all'' said Soobin.

''Soobin don't say so. Sorry. It was mistake to talk this around you..'' said Yeonjun.

''Don't say sorry. If i wasn't Kai's friend you also wouldn't care about me'' said Soobin.

''Don't say so. I do because you are in my good boys list from the start'' smiled Yeonjun.

''It may seem funny for you guys but you guys really hurt me'' said Soobin with smile full of pain.

''I know how it feels... but here is my advice for you. I know we are on this age to fall in love but you know he doesn't worth you. You worth for more'' said Yeonjun.

''I can't imagine someone better than him'' said Soobin.

''Oneday you will find'' said Yeonjun.

''It's hard. Whatever'' said Soobin.

''I know. I feel you. I understand you'' said Yeonjun.

''How...? But i want that karma would happen'' said Soobin.

''Wait are you wishing this to me?'' Asked Yeonjun.

''No you know for i am wishing this'' said Soobin.

''No you don't worth'' said Soobin.

''Uh what?'' Yeonjun gave questionable look to Soobin.

''Uh.. i.i mean that you don't worth for this kind of bad things'' said Soobin.

''Thank you'' smiled Yeonjun.

''If he had been experiencing the pain i'm going thru he wouldn't take it'' said Soobin.

''Thays true he can't'' agreed Yeonjun.

''Oh my god. You are already understanding me'' said Soobin by looking to Yeonjun with his teary eyes.

''Why wouldn't i understand? I'm the one who understands you'' said Yeonjun ''Because i'm also experienced that...'' said Yeonjun after silence which made Soobin shocked.

I though i'm the only one who is caring and having this pain. I though kind people like me don't exist but heartless people do. Yeonjun also experienced..? I can understand him though Soobin.

''R..really?'' Asked Soobin.

''Yes. And i wont you to repeat my mistakes and all things i've done'' said Yeonjun with a sad smile.

''I'm sorry'' said Soobin.

''For who?'' Asked Yeonjun confusingly.

''I'm sorry for you Yeonjun'' said Soobin.

''Ahhh why you say sorry? Everything is okay'' smiled Yeonjun.

''You know controlling feelings is really hard. For example its happening to me for the second time! The second time again i'm repeading this mistake by knowing its end'' said Soobin.

''I know'' replied Yeonjun.

Wait he knows that i had ex? How? Though Soobin he was wobdered.

''I understand you. You have to entertrain yourself to forget him. You have to think dark sides of him then you easily start to forget or hate'' said Yeonjun.

''No it's really hard. I'm loyal to my loved person even i accelt their bad traits too because i truly love them thats why i can easily accept their bad traits'' said Soobin.

''You have to be cold then your confidence will be higher'' said Yeonjun.

''Right'' said Soobin. ''Sorry for the headache for you''