I see you (Faramir Love story)

It is a certain death

I sat in the library reading as all the healers, Gandalf and Pippin were watching me like hawks. I have not dared to go talk to Faramir after my break down. I felt so weak and embarrassed. I am a ranger of north and supposed to be a royal. I should have at least tiny bit of courage. "Lady Sonja Lord Faramir has requested your precerence"one of the maids said. She helped me up and supported me as I walked. Finally we found his champers. "Come in"came from inside as we knocked. "Ahh Sonja I had something to tell you"He said as he opened the door. Even it was a nice sentence he was sad. He nodded to the maid and let me in closing the door. "My father has made a command"he said as I sat crouching in front of me. He took my both hands in his. "What was it?"I asked quetly. "I need to lead my men to protect our homes"he whispered explaining everything. "Only thing you'll get is a certain death!!"I shouted. "My father made the command I cannot decline"he told. His eyes then clouded with something else. "What else did Denethor tell you?"I asked. "It was supposed to be me. I should have went there for Boromir"he whispered. Then it hit me. "Let me kill him"I growled standing up. "Calm down"he tried. "He is an bitter foul man who gives no respect to those who have a heart!"I shouted. "Shh calm down I am used to it"he tried. "You shouldn't be"I groaned giving up. His grip was too thight to fight. "I am nothing special Boromir was one to be a warrior and the brave one"he said looking down. "You are both. And also gentle and intelligent. He just doesn't see it. But I do. I see you"I whispered cupping his face. "Just promise you won't do anything brash"he pleaded. "I promise to do everything I see necessary"I told. I stood on my tippy toes and kissed him gently. "Promise sealed"I hugged him tightly. "I just need you back"I told. "I'll come back"he pulled away slightly. Kissing me. "Promises have to be sealed"he smiled. "Farewell"he told. "Goodbye!"
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I watched as the men were riding away. Faramir was saddling his horse. He was about to mount the horse. Then I ran. I ran to him knocking his helmet of tucking on his armor and smashed my lips to his. "Good luck"I said quetly. All the people were looking me like I was somekind of creature. Now I did not care. Even how cliche it is. I fell in this steward prince. And I will not fall for anyone else.