ɪɴᴛᴇɴꜱɪᴛʏ [ʜᴇᴀᴠʏ ᴇᴅɪᴛɪɴɢ ꜱᴏᴏɴ]

ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ ꜰᴏᴜʀᴛʏ-ᴛᴡᴏ

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"Anyway, don't be...."

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EREN JAEGER

I prayed that Y/N would be my salvation.

My key out of this shit I got myself into.

I just wanted to run away: and I wanted her by my side all the way.

The love I've had for her never failed to prevail; even when I never wanted it to. Not that it was a problem at all, I initially had wanted her to be with everyone else. Safe and ready to take me down when needed.

But she's stubborn.

And the day she had lost her father, she changed. She wasn't my ray of sunshine anymore. And if she wanted to help me, the least I could do was let her seeing as I was one of the factors for her declining happiness.

And it hurt even more to see who she became, not like I'm one to talk at all.

From a Princess to the Vice Premier, to the Queen to the Premier. Not to mention the monster that now resides within her.

Remembering that she consumed the Warhammer Titan would never fail to bring me to tears.

I cried myself to sleep that night.

My pillow was soaked to the brim with salty tears.

When Y/N came to visit me the day after, I couldn't help but tell her everything.

I wanted her in my arms forever the time I was finally able to hold her.

At that moment, I knew what I wanted.

I wanted her to be the mother of my children.

I wanted her to be there waiting for me every time I come home.

I wanted to spoil her, pepper her with kisses as soon as we'd wake up.

I wanted her to be mine.

Gazing into her soft e/c eyes forever would be nothing short of a dream in itself.

But it was impossible.

Setting the fact that everyone else is completely smitten by her, I knew peace between Marley could never be an option.

It was a shame that I couldn't go back.