"Hey... Hey wake up" Seungmin groaned, not wanting to wake up. "Hm? Why? What time is it?" Seungmin asked not opening his eyes. "Oh um... it's 10 am" Felix whispered the last part. "WHAT!?!" Seungmin sat up quickly knocking his head into the mean guys head. "Ouch" he said while rubbing his head. "Hey mean guy why were you standing right above me like that?" Seungmin asked. "My name is Changbin and I was told to help Felix waking you up. It's not my fault" "It kind off is" Felix muttered. He stood by the right side of the couch and had just watched Seungmins and Changbin interaction in amusement. "Ok let's go guys" Felix said while motioning for Seungmin to get up and follow him. Before Seungmin knew it both of them were gone.
"Good morning" Seungmin got greeted in the kitchen by everyone. Even Hyunjin. "Hi" Seungmin shyly said. "Uhm... aren't we going to school?" Seungmin asked. "Well you can go if you want to but none of us are going" Jisung said "Oh then I won't go" Seungmin said and then smiled. "So what are we doing today?" Seungmin asked "Right now we're just gonna eat breakfast" Changbin said kind of annoyed. "Why do you always have an attitude? Do you have hemorrhoids or something?" Jeongin the youngest one said. Seungmin laughed at the commenti, while Jeongin started smiling.
~ After Breakfast~
All of the 8 guys were sitting around in the living room. Felix, Changbin, I.N and Chan were sitting in the sofa while Jisung and Lee know shared an armchair. Seungmin had learnt all their names now. Seungmin and Hyunjin were sitting on the floor next to each other.
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(Hope y'all understand😭🫶)
They were watching dead pool since it was Chans, Jisungs and Changbins favorite movie. They all had a good laugh and everything was fine until Seungmin realized. Wow, I can't belive it. I'm laughing... that's so... unusual... And I'm sitting next to the most handsome guy I've ever seen. It's so magical.
"Hey Seungmin are you ok?" Hyunjin asked Seungmin while slightly shaking him. "Hm oh yea? What's up?" Seungmin asked and he was still very shy around Hyunjin. "Oh no you were just a bit quiet and Chan asked you if you would be interested in grabbing a bite, but you didn't answer" Hyunjin explained. "Oh my god I'm so sorry" Seungmin said while looking at Chan "I'm sorry I just got caught up in my thoughts..." Seungmin explained further looking at Hyunjin. "Hey no worries" Chan said with a warming smile.
Everybody wanted to eat except from Seungmin. He was used to eating so little so his body hadn't quite gotten used to eating so much, and he also wasn't feeling so well mentally. He locked himself into the room that Felix and Jisung had started to clear out so that Seungmin could move into it as quick as possible. It was this one feeling all over again. The immense pain in the throat, not being able to breathe, migraine, tears blurring the vision. All of a sudden it all came back. He didn't want to cry so he tried keeping them in for as long as possible, but soon enough they escaped. He wanted to give into his old habits, but he had promised himself not to start again. * knock knock* Seungmin didn't respond. * knock knock* "Hey Seungmin it's me... uhm I mean Hyunjin... just wanted to check up on you uhm I'm not going out with the others I decided to stay back. I'll be out here if you'd like to do something... uhm yea ok bye" Hyunjin said from behind the closed door. Seungmin heard his step's disappearing into the void. Seungmin pulled himself together and walked out the room without looking at himself first and he was soon to regret that. " oh my lord" Hyunjin whispered with his jaw open. "What happened to you?" Hyunjin whispered again while getting up from the couch where he was sitting while previously watching tv. "What happened to your eyes? Please don't tell me you're a drug user!" Hyunjin asked with worry. "Oh no, I'm just having a migraine. Maybe that's why?" Seungmin tried to come up with an excuse since he didn't want his crush to know how weak he was. Hyunjin shrugged it off and they both ended up watching a movie together. It was not long before seungmin fell asleep.
What seungmin didn't know was that the whole time he was asleep Hyunjin was studying his face. Admiring his beauty
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